went to work... wake up feelin damn ultra tired.. eyes almost couldnt open.. zzz so tired.. but tink of workin onli half mornin was kinda blissful.. hee can leave ard 2 plus.. hee.. headed to sis hse to bake brownie.. haha... see de picture attacheded

bakin in process!!!

final product!!!

had dinner at sis hse oso.. she cooked.. haha spag wif broccali, mushroom soup n hashbrown.. hee.. western.. she can onli cook western la.. haha but decent.. i enjoy my day at her hse.. watch tv.. hee my bro-in-law dl tis super up show i'm watchin now on you tube.. 18尽不尽,,, taiwan new drama.. funny show. hee.. n my gd sis gif mi $$ to cab home despite i say no nid. haha actually wanna meet him to let him try my brownie after his work. but i got terrible migrain n hmm i carry a big pillow my sis got for mi.. n i'm juz dunno if i shld meet him oso.. so i decided to head home.. dunno la.. sometimes i dunno wat i wan oso ...

my nick in msn was "would u b dere to love, to b wif mi??? can u swear tat ur love is always true??" zs msn mi n say " ya he swear" but when i ask him ixxit to mi.. he laugh n smoke thru. hahas i know it wasnt mi. but y he wanna do tis to mi. so mean. hahas.. i'm okie ar.. past is still past. we will always b frenz ba..

= Z |-\i ,S \-\3N = holding u tightly on the death bed, i told myself i will nv fall in love again. says:
eh, my mum bought plasma tv
= Z |-\i ,S \-\3N = holding u tightly on the death bed, i told myself i will nv fall in love again. says:
so next time u can come my house to watch movie haha

dad sms mi " no upgrade of laptop yet.. pending".. i'm bothered once again.. my family was nv complete as all tink of... my family may look blissful. but i tink otherwise.. i always envy my frenz n their family. is juz so diff.. hmm.. well i shouldnt b tinkin too much..

love is fragile??? you lose something as u gain something??? i'm bothered or rather distracted when u seems disturb..

was waitin for him to finish skool n meet mi for our date.. hahas... wait n wait.. finally 3pm he msged.. haha went to amk hub to help mama buy 4D.. haha wah saw de queue i was stun la. haha apparently it was movin pretty fast so alrite la... den we went to town.. far east n heeren to find my little miss nottie. but to no avail.. out of stock everywhr.. wif muz disappointment we left to vivo to catch pirates of de carribean.. hee.. 3 hrs show.. n yes i cannot sit still kip fidgitin(dunno correct spellin ma... hahas) ard.. den we went candy empire.. wanted to get my top favourite cheezel.. but i cant believe it out of stock.. so i juz grab a few tibits n choc to pay.. how can i leave candy empire empty handed le.. zzz... den we had our late dinner at carls junior. hee.. damn full la de burger so big. i couldnt even finish.. hee.. den went to de open rooftop to slack awhile n took some pics(below).... but nt long we gotta set off coz his bro hc gg his hse stayover.. aha n smartie yen suggest to ask hc cum meet us at amk n we all walk home together.. thou yen know tat hc gonna grumble n say far. but too bad. its too late.. hahas...

anything n watever.. haha

big snow man at vivo

gateway to sentosa.. i miss sentosa tanning wif de gers

wat a stare!!!

i like tis pic.. hee i find it sweet!!!

its juz so us!!! haha.. both wif super big eyebag.. both deprive of slp!!!

he receive a msg frm his ex... i sense he is a lil bother by it la.. but mayb is i tink too much or mayb i'm rite.. i dun tink i shld ask so much oso... later he tink otherwise... hmm. yup...

no work for today.. n i juz woke up. haha slept til 12 today. but still a lil tired. hahas.. legs aching n backache.. well i tink i'm reallie old.. hahas.. lack of exercise lack of calcium...zzz... receive a msg frm ryan askin sun go prawnin in de noon den bbq den some bowlin. all at marina bay.. unfortunately i got a family dinner to go.. haha a combination celebration of mama day, papa day and bro in la bday.. hee... wat a weird combi ya. hee... but actually i juz feel like tellin him tis " i dun tink i goin u all go ahead ba.. juz like wat jul say mi n lk quarrel den both go together like so weird both face black.. den i dun go lo.. " tis is wat jul told mi in msn when i offline bout tat nite supper.. tryin to kid mi ar... i'm 21 nt 3 okies.. so i shall b nice n let them haf their brotherly love. hahas...

was readin thru my long lost blog.. tink in 2004 .. when i was in jc n when i was wif zs... de whole blog is onli bout skool, netball and him... i miss trainin but i was lazy to travel all de way to bedok every sat early in de mornin for trainin at 8am... zzz.. my post bout him was either quarrel or happiness.. so u will onli see "xin fu" or "hurt".. hahas.. i juz felt so xin fu wif him last time. even wif de slightest things he do i'm contented.. i dunno y oso. mayb too young or mayb love him too much.. afterall de whole courtship i initiated quite a bit la.. hahas... tinkin back now.. i suppose i will still feel de same thou de hurt is more den xin fu.... but happiness juz cover de hurts.. hahas... now wif a new him i'm happy n contented ar.. mayb de xin fu level nt as high as before.. (its de feelin) but de hurt is definitely much much lesser... i believe i will find back de exact feelin de..

i tink i'm weird.. hahas.. i wan freedom frm a relationship but i dun tink i can gif my bf a total freedom like wat i asked for.. hmmm.. unfair.... i dun like being control but sometimes if he is dominant n control a bit i tink i will feel de care... haha... a bit of contradiction.


meetin him later.. we decided to drop sentosa " song of de sea".. lack of time.. n movie timin n tat clashes. so bo bian.. n he end klass later.. at 4 instead of 2.. zzz. so wait lo. hee.. shall update again at nite..

time for some updates... work was as usual boring.. hahas.. did cashiering for 2 days.. thou i got my confirmation for cashierin liao but still alot mistakes.. hahas... sianz la.. but its better den servin customers.. more tirin.. n cashierin time reallie pass faster. hee..

ytd after work went dinner and shoppin wif yy... frm taka to wisma to far east n i realize i reallie v long nv step into far east. hahas. n happily shoppin i missed de 9pm show last episode la.. went hm onli manage to catch de last 10 mins... i'm happy wif de endin... the 4 couples got together.. isnt it juz so sweet..haha..

today after work yw n yy ask mi go shop wif them at cine. but i cant.. i promise to meet him at amk. hahas.. i thot he would wanna cum amk mrt wait for mi la. but nv... zzz pissed lo..ask mi go ip zone find him den saw wq dere oso.. hmm forgive him since he accompanyin his frenz... shop ard at amk hub n got myself a black 3/4 pants.. my v first pant in tat length. haha.. den we had dinner at s11.. we juz like goin budget. hahas... den we slowly walk home n drop by koko hse to pass her a berms i help her to buy .. hahas so ugly lo de berms nt i wan to say but reallie la. haha n we tok n crap n laugh outside de lift.. think koko neighbour find us as some gossipers.. haha n we saw a cat wif so called "brain tumor".. hahas damn funni la... thot of gg tannin next weekend wif de girls. but unfortunately xuan n chris are busy.. so mayb we gotta push to de week after next lo..

oh for de first time dad open up my hp bill.. reallie first time lo n he saw my hp bill bomb.. haha he was shock.. n mama call mi up to warn mi bout tat.. haha but after sayin i always outside den he nv say anything liao. haha anyway he oso nt payin. i'm de one footin it ma. hahas.. so i better control it cumin mth. hee..

tml goin to meet him.. plan to watch pirates. but mayb before tat drop by town awhile to see if little miss notti is avaliable.. den we will head to vivo for movie.. n if weather allows we will go to sentosa to see de "SOUND OF THE SEA".. musical fountain ba.. but it all depends la. like cramp up so many activities in a day.. haha lookin forward to tml.. actually someday i wld like to go see cafe delma.. see how ixxit like... tink its pretty cool but pretty ex oso .haha see how again ba..

tiring day!!!

met heng heng at 1 pm.. to go get steph rom gift... yes 1pm. but dear heng heng was late... 30mins late.. n i gotta stand n wait in my heel... zzz... hahas.. den heng heng came. we went to precious thots at raffles city to get a figurine.. bought tis nice figurine..


it coz $89 okies.. ex la. but shared gift so okie lo.. den got a precious moment wrappin paper to wrap it up. nicer ba.. n more presentable... den accompany heng heng go find cardigen.. she said she felt uncomfy wearin her dress.. haha.. but got nth. so we went to meet edwin n figure our way to de monsonic club. hahas.. we almost lost our way. but heng ar.. we found it... de whole rom when well.. say yy.. she gg to kill mi. haha told her i cant work.. but i appeared at de rom.. haha luckily she easy to handle. haha she is nice.. hmm.. so after rom when shoppin wif him... zzz wearin dress is reallie nt easy to shop cant try top n bottoms.. but can try jumpers.. so i got myself a jumpers. i find it a bit big le like loose.. but he say okie. so trust him lo.. i wonder how many times will i wear it too.. but i look square in it..wahaha... quality time spent.. den he send mi home... walked home... thou my legs hurts but worthwhile.. v long nv walk home liao.. haha my poor long legs are breakin..

anyway i decided to remove de password so xuan can enter.. hee.. i miss my girls....

was tokin to him bout marriage thingy.. haha told him i plan to get married by 25.. well.. say say onli la.. 25 is reallie hard... no $$ how to get married le... hse nid $$$ weddin dinner nid $$$ reno nid $$ furniture nid $$$... everythin is bout $$$... haiz... money matters...

workin tml again...zzzz

decided to set password for my blog.. coz i find it more troublesome to change a new blog add... lazy to tink of one.. but when tinkin of my password its equally tiring.. actually i juz wan my blog to b more confidential.. onli my gers n him to read.. i still find somethings i dun wanna let ppl know la.. hmm... i dun like it when nt-so-close frenz cum askin mi bout tis n tat..

n somethin i knew... which is pretty bad. but i juz cant say it out... ryan somehow got hold of ch blog.. n he reads his blog all bout mi.... n he gav it to jul... n dere was one post ch sayin he dun like jul. n jul knew it.. so ggyh lo... well.. i still tink if ch doesnt wanna gif them his blog.. they shld read.. its his privacy afterall.. but i know its like they found it online. so no fault. but as a frenz i tink at least a basic respect ba..hmmm.. i feel like tellin ch..they are readin ur blog.. ur every single post. i tink i shldnt la.. but i still choose to tell him... i dunno y oso.. mayb i juz feel he shld know. its his privacy..

sometimes our thinkin our mindset is juz so diff... i mean my jc klass... things have changed... ever since when i dunno.. all i can say is changed... dere's no more true ans.. cover up n lies are all ard... i wun b de one askin them for any meet up anymore i guess unless they asked mi too... my piority has changed once again.. it used to b family, girls, class n frenz.... now is family, girls n him........... class?? no more le ba... i'm juz disappointed.. my girls haf nv failed mi before.. when i needed them, they will always b here listenin n advice mi wat to do...n nt plain tellin mi... thanks dearies... i reallie wan meet up badly.. haiz...

work today was tiring.. stand at junior.. no ppl still nvm... stand n stand til so tired... somemore so much to do... haiz... luckily next week i got more mornin shift n half mornin .hee.. sun got half mornin so i can dinner wif family.. so happy.. is a triple celebration, belated mummy day, advance daddy day n bro in law bday. haha lookin forward ...

all rite gers u know bout my prob!!!.. i'm once again affected.. my dad say his frenz wanna get a lappy for his child.. den ask him help.. den dad say wanna get mi a lighter lappy n sell off mine to him... are u tinkin wat i am tinkin?? he say he wanna help his frenz den y dun he juz get a new one for his frenz... zzz... well... i dunno wat to say either...

i'm juz feelin a little down... i'm unhappy but i cant blog much. mayb i shld consider changin a new blog add.. see how lo... i feel distant to de class now.. mayb they are so brotherly loved. haha well doesnt reallie matter anymore.. i nid to get my own life too... i plan to work extra lots.. to cover as much of my tw expense.. haha.. i haf enuff saving ppl. juz tat i dun wish to touch them... n so i'm workin extra hard...

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

Back to work !!!!!

so far so gd.. hahas.. NO.. shld b so far so tired... my poor long legs are aching. n my back is achin too... i din reallie enjoy my hols.. i'm back to work again.. yes once again i haf no more life.. my weekends are burn all thanks to gior.. hmm.. anyway, my big sis(yy) told mi she cmf my cashierin le.. haha dunno true or nt.. she say wanna disturb mi den dun tell mi... hopefully is true reallie cmf liao. den i got $50 .. hahas nt for de cumin pay.. mayb for de next one.. wait i see her double cmf again.. haha i'm happy.. but jay was pretty sad.. he do so long oso haven cmf.. but i reallie wished my cashier cmf liao den can learn alteration.. sound pretty cool huh. haha.. hee..hope she's nt bluffin mi.. if nt i sure grumble.... oh ya.. i had 3 void receipt today. haha kena stun by crew neck la... muz price change... zzz... haha...

not meetin my gers tis sun... all oso busy.. hmm tink now is de busy period.. mayb next next week ba.. okie?? hahas

would you be there to love to be wif mi
would you swear tat ur love will always true
would you say that u will always be the one
to take my breathe away

if i am away will u still tink of mi
and wished tat u could hold mi now
would u die for mi
would u run wif mi
all the way

would u be there to love to be wif mi
would you swear tat ur love will always true
would you say that u will always be the one
to take my breathe away

would u be there to sing my song tonite
would you swear tat ur love will always true
would you say that u will always be there
to kiss my pain away

would you b there for mi...

SUN tio food poisonin.. zzz.. my mama attempt to hai mi... hahas in de end mi n her both tio food poisonin.. so now i got phobia of fish n porridge.. haha.. its real ex to see a doctor at nite la.. well its 12 mn.. both of us went to see a doc n it cost $260 total.. wah.. i heard i was stunned. but well i dun haf a choice i got a paper to take today la.. den mon slp practically whole day couldnt study.. so ppl dun ask mi bout today's paper i got no comments... even til now i could barely eat much. dunno y... sianz...

so today ,22 may, my hols offically started.. haha so i gotta work hard for tw trip liao.. but well i'm pretty pissed today... y ?? coz of giordano.. yes... i gave my schedule to work on thur, fri, sat.. n out of a sudden i'm down on sun la..wtf... den i called back tok to one of my incharge.. n all he can say is my manager tis my manager tat.. zzzz always use her name to scare mi like i reallie scare liddat.. den since he cant cancel it off den tml i shall call back again lo.. in de first place they din bother to call mi n check if i can work wat.. so y shld i comply le.. zzz... n he told mi irene say all partimers muz work sat n sun.. but come on la look at de schedule how many part timers workin tis sun.. tryin to b funny rite..zzzz so i'm gg to b persistent on nt workin tis sun. coz i'm goin to my frenz rom n meetin my gers up hopefully... i'm alrite.. juz pissed!!!

no chillin session for mi today coz of tis food poisonin thingy neither can i go out n play. so after paper after dinner when home to rot.. watched de chn 8 show mars vs venus.. its a great show... haha wat they say bout woman n man are like 99% rite lo. hahas... ya worth watching. hee....
but i got so much to do tis hols... go blading, watched all de show i missed n play to de fullest while i slog for $$$... haha

i feel like i'm losin a frenz.. suddenly he told mi all tis. okie la nt suddenly oso.. "take care of yourslef... cannot fall down or cut yourself,,, study hard next yr...drink more water... cashier muz tally... tired den go slp..when go drinkin wif any guy muz b careful... canot slp in other ppl car.. muz let down ur hair more..muz live ur life to fullest..muz dress more like girl... muz go skool, dun over slept..muz b happy...got cough muz try to eat medicine... dun always mix wif boys.. u girl ar... go tw b careful u so small so short dun get lost" does it reallie sound like i'm losin a frenz??will i nt lose u as a frenz?? y things turn out to b like tis le... i sad. but i tink dere's nth i can do much..

conversation 1
= Z |-\i ,S \-\3N = The Motorolla girl in bugis. says:
u bought new t shirt?

=|! YeN= [sad to de max] 6 more days to HOLS!!!! {STUDYING!!!} says:
no ar. i wanna buy after my exams . haha

=|! YeN= [sad to de max] 6 more days to HOLS!!!! {STUDYING!!!} says:
y le u wan buy for mi ar

=|! YeN= [sad to de max] 6 more days to HOLS!!!! {STUDYING!!!} says:
thanks

= Z |-\i ,S \-\3N = The Motorolla girl in bugis. says:
the statement on the t shirt depicts urself haha

= Z |-\i ,S \-\3N = The Motorolla girl in bugis. says:
Little and yet naughty


conversation 2

= Z |-\i ,S \-\3N = The Motorolla girl in bugis. says:
dont know... after lim li yen scare to go into relationship =x haha


i tink i'm like a pro. can make him dun dare go into another relationship. how can it b possible le.. haha

i tink i'm reallie tired.... slept at 1 plus ytd n woke up at 12 plus. had lunch.. on my com.. n "POOF" on my bed again...slept all de way til 3 plus woke up check my hp for msg.. reply til i fell aslp again.. slp n slp woke up again.. OMG 6 plus le.. so practically i slept thru de whole day.. de consequences of sleepin at 4 plus am each single day til i bth...

well de poa kip flashin in my mind la.. de figures i sub wrong.. n all shit.. yes... de feelin reallie zzzz.... i hate libon.. hahaz... kiddin la...


exchange back my baby phoney... haha she is so nt mine.. i'm so so nt used to it.. de wordin from bold to fine.. haha de key lock oso nt de same. n msg oso nt de same.. de first msg i attempted took mi so long.. n sony ecrission reallie nt laggin le.. tink my hp is sufferin frm some major diseases lo... lag til a bit de lag la.. haha... i will start studyin tonite since i slp so much in de day.. but i got smth to say.... i'm still tired le... zzzz... no dinner for mi.. haha mummy say she's nt hungry so she go sing ktv first den 10plus cum back den buy bbq wings den we eat.. haha i agree too coz i tink i slp too much de chicken rice in my stomach nt digestin as well. haha...

n someone say i put on weight.. thanks huh i dun wan put on weight le... exams period i at home eat n eat onli.. mama will buy all de meals for mi... n dad will force mi eat de purple evil thingy... mangosteen for those whu dunno. haha... well everything i s cumin to an end in like 4 days time... haha...

oh ya i juz receive a vvv bad new.. my manger frm gior say part timers every weekend muz work le.. somemore cannot choose shift... i cant escape my sun anymore tis is nt gd... haiz .. so does tis mean my weekdays can work less???? haha... but weekday no ppl to go out wif one le... all workin... sianz one.. is de weekend fun ma... damn it..

NO WORK = NO MONEY = NO JOY IN TAIWAN

well.. lookin at my archives title. past tense.. its my msn groupin for zs.. haha frm present tense to past tense.... it will be forever den past tense... yup...sometimes i wonder y did i fell so deep for u?? for those things we haf done?? sweet memories?? nt exactly sweet... onli when u bought 2 soft toy for mi a mickey n minnie for mi n bring it to skool.. wait for mi to end skool n send mi home... de onli motivation i go skool for. juz to see u n let u send mi home each day.. tamp to amk n back to tamp all by urself.. i'm touch.. but mayb tis for most guy oso can do it ar... mayb its juz u.... n on my bday, u bought a heart shaped box n gave it to mi.. inside is all my favourites sweets n choc... u told mi u wan mi to feel sweet nt to finish it tat fast.. how culd it b possible.. my favourite le.. n oso plaster n counterpain.. my rants on how clumsy am i.always fall or wat and all de muscle aches i suffer durin netball training.. i thot it was so sweet of u.. but tink back again. i think anyone culd do tis as well.. other den tis i cant really rmb any other incident.. mayb 2 more la.one u surprise mi at my hse downstairs late nite.. i culdnt leave my hse... my parents are still awake n we juz tok thru fone will i look down n wave n to u.. silly but sweet... and again u surprised mi wif ur frenz at billy bombers for dinner. i was so happy to serve u but u tell mi u mayb gg clubbin turn mi off.. but still i wasnt angry i thot i could meet u after work if u nv club. but u was wif ur frenz still silly mi thot u will cum pei mi home.. tink at tat point of time things already change ba.i reallie regret workin at billy whr so many things started to change... i remember tat nite u told mi u wanted to leave mi u told mi u still love mi but u said let nature take it course if we were meant to b we will in future.. when i heard tis i was heartbroken.. so i used it to others as well.. i know it was crap but still i was bad..

i dunno wat to say.. but i sense more retake cumin up .but de fact is tat i dun wanna fail my poa again.. so many mod wif poa as pre requiste... i dun seems to haf a choice.....

hey girls.. can we meet up??? next sun??? 27 may???

CHANGE A NEW BLOG SONG!!!!

it juz simply reminds mi of my sis's weddin each time i listen to tis song.. its my sis's wedding march in song... i supposed nt everyone will b able to appreciate tis kinda song.. still remember 1 yr back when sis came hm wif tis disc.. she repeated de song again n again til i fan gan... well at tat point i admit i wasnt able to appreciate it.. haha. i kip tellin her to change song la. but she still insisted on tis.. so on 18june2006 venue: meritus mandrain hotel ballroom... where de weddin dinner was held... hmmm de moment de song started playin i knew i fell in love wif it.. de song started playin, de door open n came walkin in my pretty sis n my charmin bro-in-law.. de song suited so well into their march in.. n the newly wed couple smiles blissfully... i find it so grand tat for every single weddin i attended after tis , its seems so nth to mi.. hahas... it was a tirin but worthwhile day for mi.. thou its nt my weddin. haha i woke up early den my sis.. to accompany my mama go market but food n some evil thingy to sabo my bro in law.. haha

dinner today wif de family was great.. mum was like sayin to sis " u n junming married gg 1 yr liao hor.. can go celebrate 1 yr anniversary" and my sis replied was "aiya celebrate for wat?? at dat point bro wasnt ard.. my sis came hm first.. haha .. but i still feel she will celebrate it de la.. haha... n sis was complainin sayin de cpf board ask her to pay $$ coz her cpf account nt enuff to pay off de bills.. haha so she came hoggin on de com checkin n checkin. i see de amount shld b okie de. she oso say okie but dunno y still send.. haha den she started tellin mi she isnt tat rich afterall.. zzz tryin to bluff mi.. she is goin hols every yr la. n she is goin hokkaido tis june/july for 1 week.. haha still say no $$$... oh ya n she is angry wif de gst offset thingy coz i got $200 n she got $200.. haha same amount diff level of contribution.. haha

and my dad.. forever tellin mi he no $$ coz he is retired.. but surprisingly he got $$ to play shares le.. hmm ...

i managed to figure it out le... openin cash balance... cash budgetin nt so hard after all .ahah... next enemy will mi adsorption n marginal costing.. haha

好听

你说的话 我都相信
说得好听 说得甜蜜
你说的每一句 我都相信

为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽 让它继续

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把他当游戏
我却爱得太用力
你说的话我都相信
说得好听说得甜蜜
你说的每一句我都相信

为了爱情 失了聪明
听你的话 闭上眼睛
这个梦多美丽 让它继续

你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不能确定
也许你只把爱当游戏
我却没那么聪明
你说的话总那么好听

你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静不去理
你说的话总那么好听
你爱不爱我不想确定
我会关掉你送的手机
然后静静 静静

i seriously dun understand how to get openin cash balance.. zzz.. after lookin at it n figurin it out i still dun get it.. haiz.. no workin of it. n no sign of it. onli de others got workin.. alrite. i will try to figure it out. i tink now no one can save mi wif it le ba.. its POA... a subject i muz pass by hook or by crook... 34 pls..... i juz nid 34.... i gotta do alot more... yes..


i'm sorry to those to have find mi playin mia... after my exams i wun mia liao.. so bare wif it current okie ppls.. haha ...


i'm perfectly okie... doin fine... doin great.... yes i am n i will....

i like these top... esp miss naughty.. anyone know whr to get tis? other den onlin. haha.. trouble n naughty is so cute.. haha.... want them badly..

killer soci paper... damn it...

soci was a killer ytd... not onli SEC A n B was tough.. SEC C was madness... organization did cum out la.. wtf lo.. i was standard format dat sec B will b globalisation n C organization la.. wat worst i spend most of my time studyin organisation n nt globalisation...zzzz....so in de end.. i'm like doin a gp paper.. zzz n my eng is so so so chui. so we shall now all speak english..

well its over.. i'm more or less prepare for another 2 yrs in sim liao.. zzz til max.. n guess wat my frenz are so encouragin la.. say its okie we will accompany u another 2 yrs... n nt sayin wont one la.. mayb no nid 2 yrs le.. haiz.. yes they are my frenz...

RYAN'S 21ST bday....



2 more to go... 18(poa) n 22(ibm)... i will b free on 22nd may 1730......
takin 6 paper is nt fun seriously.. seein others onli takin 4... i'm reallie tired le...

today's paper was alrite la i feel.. as long as no careless n no anything shldnt b a prob to pass. haha but i'm reallie tired.. tml another paper.. i tried studyin.. but my eyes feel so damn heavy.. almost feel aslp... zzzz... but i have yet to study any on tis sub.. haha i'm like a noob to it. hmmm so side track a bit. cum here freshen up myself.. told myself no msn today.. yes.. i wun log on.. haha i reallie damn feel like slpin.. i tink tml nite i shall slp early.. shag....

ryan's 21st bday celebration went well i supposed.. at furama hotel.. we had international buffet at tiffany.. well.. they had choc fondue.. haha due to my laziness... i was surprised ryan made a few sticks of choc fruits for mi. haha i thot he was de king.. haha but apparently nt.. xy insist he is de king n ryan is de prince.. haha ... oh ya n i made de prince to scoope ice cream for mi. haha i offer my help but he say no nid.. haha.. thanks ryan.. hahas... i supposed after sendin us home the guys aka blood bro met up again.. n i regret teachin them tis blood bro thingy.. now they are all usin blood bro.. haha.. it was fun... i supposed they had their tokin session ba...

ryan apologised to mi on behalf of lk n asked mi dun angry liao.. but i told him it juz defeat de purpose n meaningless coz tis is nt wat he means n wat he wanted to say but was de outcome u wished for.. so ya.. as usual i will say wats de point lo... haha.. i told mi i wasnt angry juz tat i dun see de reason y i shld b de one to start a conversation wif him first. ya.. so can juz continue sayin i'm childish n immature n nid to grow up lo.. it wun affect mi much..

sometimes i wonder y do ppl haf so much trouble... i believe i haf too. but de level of trouble is juz so diff... double standard .. but well... i juz hope they will b able to cope it well.... hmm wait for my exams to end. we'll meet up more often n solve problems together okie?? haha i promise i will b dere as long as u peeps nid mi.. yeah...


well .. so fast tml 14th liao... another paper followed by another paper on 15.. i'm still nt ready... zzzz...but i will work hard i promised.. before i play til pengz n haf all de fun.. hee..

4 more to go.. it gonna b as fast as a flash.... hahas

chat wif josh n jul.. conferencing. but guess wat?? josh n jul was at de same hse. yes josh hse.. haha.. but yet conferencin was fun.. haha crap n chat.. hee.. den they decided to meet ryan for supper. askin mi to join. i rejected but as usual they nv let mi off so easily.. hahas... they bought supper to my under blk n we ate, crap and laugh... haha n oso... they bought a mini cake for ryan.. its ryan bday.. so kind soul yen got a candle n light frm hm n sing him a bday song.. haha forced him to make 3 wishes before blowin de candle.. haha.. supper was alot .. but enjoyable.. i see fats wavin to mi.. OMG.. we had you tiao n tau huay frm selegie n bbq wing n stingray frm netwon circus.. now explain y they took so long to arrive liao.. haha...

i was stun when jul told mi dere's part 2 to ytd conversation.. tink tonite gonna chat again.. haha.. well how much have i studied not much....i'm tiring v hard to concentrate n memories but still.. haiz...

anyway... happy birthday ryan!! haha

aint she cute???
my mischievious niece.. kennice aka ying ying. she call herself ying ying. she doesnt know how to use I... haha
my sis n i ... haha aint tis tree cute?? look at tis trunk.. haha.. my bro-in-law aka photographer.. hee.. he took so long la i almost cramp.. hmm... envy my sis la so slim yet taller den mi.. n she is a richie rich..haha now explain y i treatin her so gd.. haha kiddin la..
i could barely hug de tree. haha anyways its mummy bday . de main reason we are dere.. a resturant at de park. haha dad brought us here.. it was cool n i was amazed.. my beloved family.. haha

chillin session we had for jo n ena... hahas

B & J's cow.. haha at zoo!!!
we juz had so much fun at de zoo.. haha thanks cp ..helpin us wif all de group pic..haha

i simply love u girls... hahas

few yrs back. i tink 2 yrs ba... xuanyu's 21st bday celebration at jack's place.. haha he wasnt happy at all still ggyh til now.... haha
its hongkai's bday celebration... hmmm at fish n co followed by chillin session at tcc... hmmm everyone was present except gina n kexin.. kexin was workin as usual.. its weekend ma.. hmmm. wat a pity.. but i tink attendance nt bad le ba. hahas...

reason for mi puttin up tis 2 pic is i realise. de klass seldom take group photo.. n de no. ppl cumin was nv consistent.. yar...

well... y do one haf to take another for granted??? i dun understand y.. but tis seems to b de common topic now.. yea.. hmmmi dun seems to understand though. but as far as i know.. i dun tink i took anyone for granted.. for all de frenz i haf i do care n concern bout their life.. definitely for those close frenz i haf.. hmm yar...

juz woke up.. hmmm tired is de onli word i can tink of.. no la still got another one.. shag.. haha dunno y at nite i'm like super energetic lo always cannot slp til 4plus den i knock out.. den slp slp slp til noon yes noon... 1 plus n today ultimate 2 plus... zzzzzz .. so now i'm goin to get back to my books.. no is notez....

ytd chat wif jul frm 12 plus til 3am.. hmmm long but juz alot to say... haha.. sometimes i wonder y dont we chat on de phone but onli sms n msn le.. ixxit course we scare we got no topic to tok or everything when dry?? hmm i dunno le...

reallie a big big thanks to CH.. haha for doin up my blog n savin her n bringin her back to life. haha. she look so much lively now.. yeah...

lookin at de pics on de left especially... it was in de powerpoint we did for jo durin her 19th bday.. i almost couldnt remember it la.. i tink my memory failin.. haha thanks ch once again. haha bring those memories back to mi.. n once again i realised they are so part of my life... tat y i always haf frenz before bf.. haha..

had a nice chat wif ena n xuan at msn ytd... told xuan bout my exams nt gg too well n told her my alternatives.. she asked mi to go for it. i wanted to go for it badly.. its my ambition since pri skool okies.. haha but well it still gotta see my upcomin results first lo.. den chat wif ena bout some usual r/s thingy.. i reallie hope u n cp to last long long.. i see ur love for him.. haha n its gg 2 yrs in less den a week. i rmb okies.. haha..

i'm pretty bothered by quite a couple of things.. well after exams den sort it out ba.. haha
and last but nt least.. so much to study so little of time...

2down... 4 more to go..... wah seh alot le.. wtf!!!

my blogger is nt alrite..dunno wats happenin oso.. everything is so out of place.... sianz

die!! died!! DEAD!!!

i'm so doom la... they said de econs paper was easy.. i find it freakin hard lo... wtf lo.. n hor mkt .. say liao oso sad. i see others write so so so much lo.. i'm like so noob... wtf again... welll if tis time round i dun clear my econs again mayb i can consider switchin course or find alternative like wat my sis said.. mayb business is juz nt for mi... i juz couldnt link up all de thoeries wif those theorist.. damn it... i'm so demoralised... haiz...

n if u are seeing.. CH YOU OWE MI $100... 470 rmb tis no... $100 i'm remind u again.. n dun play wif scissors again okie.wahaha... i gg to earn my $1000 back for tw trip.. wahaha

sad sad sad!!!!!

silent day!!!

小情歌
词曲:吴青峰
演唱:苏打绿

这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着人们心肠的曲折
我想我很快乐
当有你的温热
脚边的空气转了
唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合

当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘着
你知道就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了看见你背影来到
写下我度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了最后谁也都苍老
写下我时间和琴声交错的城堡
最后谁也都苍老

NAC GATHERING!!!!

juz got back frm nac gatherin..reach chalet.. dunno y i'm like their fav player for sparing.. firstly edwin ask mi to spar wif him.. n den will i'm tryin to finish readin de essay jay came in wif a BOO n started a pillow fight wif mi.. den nvm when out to join to rest at de livin room.. de sparin continues wif edwin n jay.... both somemore 2 vs 1... pengz... do i haf de pls spar wif mi face or haf de i'm a pro taekwondo black belt holder.. haha.. tat is zs la but he is nt even black belt thou.. haha bbq was fun. practically de whole store was done.. haha its at aranda.. my all time fav chalet.. i juz missed those times i haf chalet over dere lo.. ever since sec 2 every yr we will haf our group chalet over at aranda.. thanks to el n parents.. haha n it will always hit el, es n xuan bday.. fond memories.. yes indeed... but since we got into jc2 n uni.. de practise no longer hold. but still cny visitin to el place still exist.. hee i love them to bits n pieces..

well.. i'm feelin sick.. reallie sick.. n i'm feelin terrible.. i doubt u knw.... nvm nvm....
i dun wanna haf retakes anymore. at least nt for those i'm takin 2nd round.. pls pray for mi...

sick sick sick!!!

i had a fall ytd while on de way to skool.. how clumsy can a 21 yr old ger b... hmmm...
i' m juz so freakin pissed lo.. say i'm childish nid to grow up. ask mi to regret him way down.. n yes i rejected him way way down. guess wat.. i regretted... nt for rejectin him. but hurtin him in such a cruel way.. i could haf tok nicely to him but well i chose de other.. hmm i tink everything is too late.. i juz hope de klass go back to normal lo.. josh called at 2am n tokto mi til 3am.. wow.. he nv let mi off. haha but de whole conversation was crappy la... he said so much but still everythin is too late....

slp til 12 wake up took lunch n went back to slp til 3.. hmm i'm tired la... wake up feelin sick... throat juz so nt alrite.. well pls... exams cumin le.. dun let mi fall sick... pls pls pls... lookin at de dates it juz so so so near... drawin nearer n nearer.. i'm gettin a lil freak out.. hahas.. as i see there's still so much more to cover.. hmmm...

i'm so lookin forward to xuan 21st bday chalet.... n of coz tw trip... n i'm so so lookin forward for exams to end..YES END!!!

slp slp slp.....

i'm still slipin like nobody business.. well its reallie nobody's business. haha... slp n slp n slp n yet i'm still slpy... i can onli see D-day drawin nearer.. hmmm... so gloomy... but well at least taiwan trip is settle more or less like air ticket book le.. so still nt so bad.. but de prob now is my exams cumin n nt my taiwan trip cumin.. hmm zhe me ban.....

exams stressed!!!!

so sianz. my frenz are all done wif they papers.. wat abt mi.. hmmm haven even started... 9 may til 22 may.. well sometimes i juz hope it nv cum.. coz i'm so not prepared la.. hmmm so much to study so little time. yet i'm still day dreamin.... how i wish i could turn back time....

taiwan trip is more or less cmf le.. koko goin to help us book by today or tml lo.. askin her sis to use visa help us book... $271 for flight.. hahas... cheap lo.. but add hotel n expenses den diff case liao.. muz work hard after my exams le.. more n more complaints cumin up.. so ppl pls bear wif it.. i'm so excited over tis la.. first time overseas wif frenz n my girls.. i juz hope things run smoothly for us..hopefully. hahas

well i'm stressed up definitely.. seein de dates cumin nearer n nearer n i still have tonnes to study... wat am i dreamin about man... whr is my motivation?? hmmm