no work for today.. n i juz woke up. haha slept til 12 today. but still a lil tired. hahas.. legs aching n backache.. well i tink i'm reallie old.. hahas.. lack of exercise lack of calcium...zzz... receive a msg frm ryan askin sun go prawnin in de noon den bbq den some bowlin. all at marina bay.. unfortunately i got a family dinner to go.. haha a combination celebration of mama day, papa day and bro in la bday.. hee... wat a weird combi ya. hee... but actually i juz feel like tellin him tis " i dun tink i goin u all go ahead ba.. juz like wat jul say mi n lk quarrel den both go together like so weird both face black.. den i dun go lo.. " tis is wat jul told mi in msn when i offline bout tat nite supper.. tryin to kid mi ar... i'm 21 nt 3 okies.. so i shall b nice n let them haf their brotherly love. hahas...
was readin thru my long lost blog.. tink in 2004 .. when i was in jc n when i was wif zs... de whole blog is onli bout skool, netball and him... i miss trainin but i was lazy to travel all de way to bedok every sat early in de mornin for trainin at 8am... zzz.. my post bout him was either quarrel or happiness.. so u will onli see "xin fu" or "hurt".. hahas.. i juz felt so xin fu wif him last time. even wif de slightest things he do i'm contented.. i dunno y oso. mayb too young or mayb love him too much.. afterall de whole courtship i initiated quite a bit la.. hahas... tinkin back now.. i suppose i will still feel de same thou de hurt is more den xin fu.... but happiness juz cover de hurts.. hahas... now wif a new him i'm happy n contented ar.. mayb de xin fu level nt as high as before.. (its de feelin) but de hurt is definitely much much lesser... i believe i will find back de exact feelin de..
i tink i'm weird.. hahas.. i wan freedom frm a relationship but i dun tink i can gif my bf a total freedom like wat i asked for.. hmmm.. unfair.... i dun like being control but sometimes if he is dominant n control a bit i tink i will feel de care... haha... a bit of contradiction.
meetin him later.. we decided to drop sentosa " song of de sea".. lack of time.. n movie timin n tat clashes. so bo bian.. n he end klass later.. at 4 instead of 2.. zzz. so wait lo. hee.. shall update again at nite..
was readin thru my long lost blog.. tink in 2004 .. when i was in jc n when i was wif zs... de whole blog is onli bout skool, netball and him... i miss trainin but i was lazy to travel all de way to bedok every sat early in de mornin for trainin at 8am... zzz.. my post bout him was either quarrel or happiness.. so u will onli see "xin fu" or "hurt".. hahas.. i juz felt so xin fu wif him last time. even wif de slightest things he do i'm contented.. i dunno y oso. mayb too young or mayb love him too much.. afterall de whole courtship i initiated quite a bit la.. hahas... tinkin back now.. i suppose i will still feel de same thou de hurt is more den xin fu.... but happiness juz cover de hurts.. hahas... now wif a new him i'm happy n contented ar.. mayb de xin fu level nt as high as before.. (its de feelin) but de hurt is definitely much much lesser... i believe i will find back de exact feelin de..
i tink i'm weird.. hahas.. i wan freedom frm a relationship but i dun tink i can gif my bf a total freedom like wat i asked for.. hmmm.. unfair.... i dun like being control but sometimes if he is dominant n control a bit i tink i will feel de care... haha... a bit of contradiction.
meetin him later.. we decided to drop sentosa " song of de sea".. lack of time.. n movie timin n tat clashes. so bo bian.. n he end klass later.. at 4 instead of 2.. zzz. so wait lo. hee.. shall update again at nite..
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12:38 PM
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