Thursday, May 21, 2009

lost, demoralized, speechless, dead shit

weeks of mac value lunch n mc cafe did not pay off for today's paper

i did past years paper and i thot everything was ok.
but
the moment i open today's question booklet.
i got stunn-ed for like dunno how long

not a single part and question which i know how to do..
i dunno why

its damn demoralizing i swear..

i know i gg to fail it paper terribly..



lost.

Friday, May 15, 2009

My LOOTS and I

my model tee is here... =))
it is nice!! but a big too over-sized for me...
still no sign of my bunny tee... emailed the organiser n yet to receive any reply from her.. i hope my bunny tank is not lost...



with white shorts


with black shorts

and

denim shorts

and i got myself a 2 for $20 cuff-ed shorts from cotton on...

studyin today with my guy.. he study his stuff while i tried vv hard to study mine.. slightly better than ytd. but still... not good enuff...

i'm worried.... =((
i'm excited..... =))
and
i'm lost.... =((

i nv been to a proper interview.. i wonder wad they gonna ask mi and i'm tinking hard wad to dress up myself. i got no formal clothings.... i'm in deep shit...




Thursday, May 14, 2009

I WANT TO BE FREE!!!!!



I DON'T WANT TO BE RAINY EVERY SINGLE MOMENT!!!



i swear i was darn tired today..

over wad?? I DONT KNOW!!!!.. til the extend, i was kinda angry with myself...
到底在累什么!!!

tue: slept ard 12 plus...
planned to wake up at 7 to do my last min read up. but i failed
wed: woke up at 8am.. go for my paper... home n slept at 12plus...
thur(today): woke up at 10plus.. off to tuition at 11 then to mac and study... but it was super not productive...

i feel not only lethargic but oso fatigue at the start of the day... i couldnt even finish one good chapter even after taking 15 mins power nap...ARGHHH~!!!! I DUNNO WHY... IT SHLDNT BE LIKE THAT!!!


ANGELS AND DEMONS

after my super NOT productive mugging at 7pm with bf...
even watching movie, i'm dread tired... i cant sit still for 1 min... but i managed to survive thru the movie knowing wad was happening..

its a nice movie.. something similiar to DA VINCI CODE...
i probably rate it 3.5/5


after 1 whole week or more of mc value lunch and mc cafe


i ended up with 2uclers on the gums, 2uclers on the lips and 1 uncler on the tongue...
effing PAIN!!!

i gotta ask mama to cook barley for mi tml.. and bring it out to drink instead of COKE, ICE LEMON TEA and MOCHA FRAPP!!!!

its study session tml again.. its gg to be a PRODUCTIVE one....

Monday, May 11, 2009

猜不透



猜不透
歌手:丁当
专辑:我爱上的


猜不透
你最近是好是坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
但是他为彼此的戏上了锁

猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸
是真的 是热的

如果乎远乎近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果乎冷乎热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已经不想追求
越是在乎的人越是猜不透


i love tis song..
its playing non-stop on my comp n phone =))

Sunday, May 10, 2009

it's HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY

its happy mummy day ...
my family celebrated it last weekend.. it was definitely a right choice..

lunch-ed with bf n family at A.M.K to celebrate their mummy's day...


clare is super camera sensitive.. she actually turned n smile as fast as we lifted up the camera...
her daddy mummy both at south africa now... poor girl gotta stay with nanny.. =))


i must say she is not as lucky as justinboy.. she dun get to sit all tis kiddy rides... her papa doesnt allow... so today, there is a breakthrough for her.. hopefully, no one get reprimanded.. HAHAHAS

afterwhich, the bf n i went over to mac for a mini study session.. but Mr ZHI LIAN started his ZL sessions with my phone!!!! hahas.. AND..... i completed my mc cafe devotee card with a $2 off!!! =))

back home for dinner again... i swear i was freaking full. but no choice la.. mummy cooked a table of food for the preggy woman... preggy woman complainted dat she cant wear shorts, she gotta wear dresses.... mayb its the hot n humid wear, she got rashes... hahas..

2 more days to my paper... i'm getting a lil panicky...

its mc value lunch again tml... =((

i managed to find tis old herbal essences.... for onli $4!!!..
good thing is.. i can temporary say bye bye to oily hair.. i tried changing to elseeve and to sunsilk... super oily hair.. and i'm currently using johnson baby... BOO.... i still love herbal essence and it does not give me oily hair prob... =))


after watching 星光大道, i realised a lot of the contestants like to choose ALin's song.. i begin to love her songs...

here's one

Wo Hai Shi Bu Dong - aLin

aLin-我还是不懂

你走了 换一个寂寞 和我对坐
摇晃的 开着的门口 冷风来笑我
这一场 支离破碎的梦 
是不是你想要的结果
痛过 伤过 好过没爱过 
就是我现在的感受
伤口再痛 痛不过 背叛的伤痛
泪水再多 多不过 你给的冷漠
我站在你给的角落 
看透你虚假的温柔
我知道这一次 我还是不懂
你走吧 别又再回头 说你难过
这一次 不会再接受 廉价的笑容
这一场 支离破碎的梦 
是不是你想要的结果
痛过 伤过 好过没爱过 
就是我现在的感受
伤口再痛 痛不过 背叛的伤痛
泪水再多 多不过 你给的冷漠
我走到你给的尽头 
领悟你所谓的承诺
我知道为什么 从不说爱我
别再用那眼神看着我
让我走 不要再伤害我
还给你要的自由 是种解脱
伤口再痛 痛不过 背叛的伤痛
泪水再多 多不过 你给的冷漠
我站在你给的角落 
看透你虚假的温柔
我知道这一次 我还是不懂
伤口再痛 痛不过 背叛的伤痛
泪水再多 多不过 你给的冷漠
我走到你给的尽头 
领悟你所谓的承诺
我知道为什么
你从不说爱我

Friday, May 8, 2009

BAD bad Day

i planned to reach amk mac before 11am so i can have my $2.50 meal =))

i settle down my stuff and went to queue..
the 2 troublesome secondary skool girl took damn long to get their orders done..
i overheard smth like " BIG BREAKFAST WITHOUT SAUSAGE" and some stuff else..
when its finally my turn to order.... i saw another aunty changing the board to lunch menu...
OMG!!! i asked and no more breakfast for me.. i missed just by secs!!!! =((
i have straight 5days of mac value lunch

then.. as i was suddenly and enjoying my music...
PHZZZZ the right side went silent.. my earphone SPOIL LA like so suddenly...

tuition was find... luckily...

met up with bf n went SIM LIM SQUARE to get myself a new earphone...
walked round n round.. i just cant seems to find another other alternatives with mouthpiece mic... and i came to a dilemma at tis shop...

1) a m&m look alike earbug.. which i like alot but without mouthpiece at $29
or
2) a claimed original iphone earpiece with mic just tat its loose pack... $35

i decided to go for the latter... just top up a $6 for the mouthpiece lo. since the m&m oso no brand one...

wad worst happen was!!!!!!!!
i went out of the shop busily too engross msging nana to tell her bout the earpiece... I LEFT MY BOOK IN THE SHOP!!!!! and i'm already half way to nic's place... and i bet all the shop are closed by then.. i just take it as i lost it then... the onli consolation is, its the book not my notes.. if not i'll be devastated!! my paper on WED la!!!...

i'm utterly DISAPPOINTED with myself.. i simply dont understand how can i be so blur and forgetful!!!!


the onli thing dat brighten up my day..
2 of my f21 reached the spree-er's hse.. i shld b expecting them soon..
hello BUNNY
hello PRETTY

Thursday, May 7, 2009

i'm tired







to be or not to be

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Advance HAPPY MUMMY'S DAY

due to a couple of reasons, the Lim Family had our advance mummy's day celebrate dinner today!!!.. 1)my exams coming so its better to have it early. but the main reason is 2) the $50 off with $150 spent voucher could not b use on eve n on actual mama's day..

JUMBO @ SERANGOON



First up was the Pekking duck (serve 2) after tis dish, the meat will b used to fried noodles. =)

poor duckie... look at its head....

the yummy pekking duck..



and

second dish, the pathetically little Asparagus with scallop.. tis lil portion worth $20???
oh well, i guess its the scallop matters...


and

third dish, You Tiao with squid paste...


forth dish, cod fish.. its oily de lo!!!


and

fifth dish, the super deceiving Lemon Creamy Prawn... it look so so so different from the pic... portion is small too!!!


and of course, the Ee Fu Mian with Duckie meat..


and to sum up with the $150 buck... we ordered desserts as well,


sea coconut with mixed fruits for Mr Lim


Honey Dew Sago for Mr & Mrs Phua.. each one serving


and

Mango pudding
for Mrs Lim and Ms Lim. one serving each as well...

and happily, tis bill sum up to $160 before the $50 off..

overall bill, $110 for all the dishes above.. i was duper FULL... i dunno why i did not order Yam Paste with Ginko.. BOOO!!! feelin regret.. i love "orh ni"


mommy went for 2nd round celebration at RC under the block.. she is happening la.. its her KTV-ing time with all the neighbourhood aunties..


the Phua Family lil baby is 10 weeks old...

i'm anticipating to see sister's big tummy.... she definitely gotta eat more n gain some weight...


Friday, May 1, 2009

my last once a week dating session

SENTOSA!!!
my last once a week datng session til 2june..

woke up in the morning, the sky seems gloomy and cloudy.. it just seems like its gonna rain in no time. my mind was thinking " can't be i so dai sai rite... everytime oso rain"...

my "never-say-die" spirit did not fail mi.. we went ahead with original plan..
headed to harbour front for lunchie with headin into sentosa..

LUNCHIE - SUPERDOG

bacon ripper is always on my top list while bf had some german bartwarst [something liddat]

headed to the ticketing station to get our tickets n tram-ed in.. but to our horror, the queue was freaking long!!! i swear if we were to queue it gg to take at least 1 hr or so to get to the machine or the counter.. tis is excluding the queuing up to tram in.. hence, an immediate change of plan in order not to miss the SUN.. we decided to cab in.. more practical i thot..


LOOK!!!
i've broke the "dai sai" curse
the sky was clear blue.. and it was scorching hot.. the sand was burning my feet... for the first time, i ran towards the sea/water to dip my feet in, in no time....

OH MR SUN SUN MR GOLDEN SUN
PLEASE SHINE DOWN ON ME!!!

mr sun heard me obviously.. i was sun-ed!!!

even doggie shih tzu can take it.. i saw it walking towards the exhaust and sit right in front of it.. and get all the "yucky" wind blowing right in to his face... and after a few mins it turned 180deg to get his butt cooled.. doggie pomeranian must be tinkin was is doggie shih tze doin.. hahas
so cute n "innovatively" dumbed

its was a kinda impromtu plan to visit under water world + dolphine lagoon... we walked all the way from palawan to beach station to siloso under water world station to get ourself disappointed... the queue was freakin long too.. we decided to give it a miss and come back another day probably to celebrate my freedom =))

left with no choice... we can only bus out!!!! no tram tickets, we can only go the long way..

the bus got "gong tao"... each time i take the bus i feel duper sleepy.. be it a tanning day or a workin day at sentosa...

back at VIVOCITY
collected our movie tickets and a mini shopped ard.. we went PET SAFARI to see doggies.. and we saw another dumb dumb shih tzu trying very hard to attract attention.. he succeeded by GOING ROUND IN CIRCLE CHASING ITS TAIL... and he got it.. he was happily licking n chewing its tail.. dont he knows the tail is HIS!!!!

i was super glad tat i booked the tickets the nite before... its was full...
we bought some snacks in..
we smuggle pokka green tea, a pack of ritz biscuit, yan yan and we bought ourself 4 cheesy hotdog from the counter. it was 2 for $2 and we queue for like 10mins. we thot its a bit dumb to get get 2 cheesy dogs. in the end we got 4!!! hahas madness..

critics gave a 3.5/5
i would probably give a 3.8 / 5

its better than 3.5 dun not reallie til 4 start.. its just somewhere in between. hahas

dinner onli at 9pm
we had dinner at JAPANESE GOURMET =))


we had tomyum ramen , moonlight okos and chuka hotate

if i was given a choice, i wont order okos again.. not tat fantastic as it seems to be in the menu... hmm. i will still stick to tomyum ramen...=))

after dinner, i rushed over for my all time must have AWFULLY CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM...
the girl was so drain-ed up by diggin ice cream.. i paid $3.80 for a pathetic portion today... disappointed... i tink the portion today was only half of the usual days... =((


we bus-ed home... 166..harbourt front to selegie to amk...
bf alighted at selegie n walked home. and i continue the journey home... the whole journey took bout 45mins.. not too bad.. i dun mind bus-ing home stince train-ing home is oso bout the same time... i guess nana n mich n the rest of the guys are gg settlers.. kinda upset i couldnt join.i nv been to settlers before.. damn SUA KU la... but i guess its better for mi to have an early nite rest and chiong my books tml...

I'VE 12 DAYS LEFT.. TO MY FIRST BATTLE...

self discipline...


on the brightside, i have 3 papers at EXPO and 1 paper at Starhub Centre. and it just so happen to b my last paper... i can go town-ing after my last paper since starhub centre is next to cuppage... hahass but the sad thing is papa lim refused to give me a ride on the last day. he asked mi to train down.. he refused to pay the ERP!!! hahas


another item from f21..

i saw it in store today and i decided to give it a try.. i love it... but store was selling at $28 and spree in total was onli $20.. i decided to save the $8 bucks up since im not in a hurry too.. economic downturn.. 可以省就省!!!!

lookin at my bookmans.. i've got 3 f21 spree and 1 old navy.. so much to come.. spree-ing is addictive.. =((

plans for tml...

serious studying
i must have the mentality tat my paper is tml.. and have the sense of urgency..
study like there is no tomorrow!!!
hahahas
okies dats all .. nites world..



i'm excited for mon nite
see u babes