BOO BOO DAY!!!

woke up early today... yawn.. reason being, i nid to get get my flu jab n hepetatis jab[mayb] done..

i reallie hate jabs... when aunt gave mi de flu jab.. i look de a needle pokin into mi.. i said " WOOOW" den she was like "who ask u too see.. still want to wooow..."

den i asked if i nid de hep jab as well coz i din haf it coz i rmbed back in sec skool, i passed de test for hep B.. so aunt said she will do a blood test for mi to see if i nided it...

de blood test is.............................................................................
a flu jab left mi wif a plaster
a blood test left mi wif a plaster together wif a bruise. BLUE BLACK!!!

my arm is feelin weak n a lil pain... i reallie hate jabs.. i hope i pass de test. i dun wanna go back for another jab seriously...

cab-ed back to bf hse...
initial plan was to go for tanning.. coz reallie been a long time since i last went tannin n i missed tannin... but plans changed... bf's sis called... so he agreed to accompany her.. i was ok wif it coz de day before bf told mi bout de plan of accompanyin his sis n oso to visit baby justin...

hence, we first headed to SLQ to help his sis get SD card before headin down to PS to mit his sis for lunch... we walked to PS frm SLQ.. haha i rmb-ed de route.. i haf walked many times.. haha.. i love my lunch.. SUBWAY... i always enjoyed eatin SUBWAY.. thou its juz bread n its nt so cheap.. but dere's some promo.. so its kina cheap.. bf dun reallie like it.. but i'm surprised he said we could haf it when we ran out of ideas wad to haf for lunch or dinner.. de cookies is nice.. its chewy kind..

we train-ed + cab-ed back to elias to see baby justin... he grew so much.. getter smarter n smarter...
a cheerful baby he is.... his bday is cumin... his mummy is tinkin of wad kinda cake design for him.. disney baby??? winnie n frenz??? or sesame street??? hahas.. nowadays bday cakes r so innovative la.. hahas

afterwhich, bf promised his dad back hm for dinner... so off we went back to his place for dinner.. his dad bought mutton soup.. bf forgotten tat i dun take mutton soup.. so i gotta ta bao fried chicken wings back to his hse for dinner.. de wings is nice.. n i onli like de wing part nt de drumlet part... i dunno y.. mayb coz when i was young mummy used to tell mi "吃翅膀会飞" its juz like " 吃鱼会游泳".. hahas...

den i bus-ed hm..... initially wad cab-ed hm. but a arguement arose... =(


lesson learnt today... its doesnt pay to b considerate... i tink i shld juz b de inconsiderate gf...
a lil bit so ranting... but no worries ppl.. we r fine....

i thot i haf been a gd girl today.. compromisin almost everythin.. at least 95-99%...

my explanation.. my thoughts...

1. tannin cancelled coz u wanna pei ur sis.. i understand...
2. dinner wif ur dad coz it haf been some time since u last dined wif him for dinner.. i understand...
3. u slp at ur sis's place leavin mi alone at de unfamiliar place socialisin myself.. i'm ok coz i see u r real tired so let u rest alil...
   
4. u forgotten i dun eat mutton.. i tabao my food n tried to take de soup. i dun wan ur dad to tink he buy liao den i dun eat tat kind..
5. i wanted bus hm instead of cab hm.. coz i dun wanna waste $$.. even when u offer to pay.. coz i thot we shld save it n i haf $$ i can afford nt like i cant.. i juz thot we shld save de $10 up n spent it on fri or sat...

my rant....

1. i reallie cant believe u turned ur head n dun even looked at mi for once...
2. i reallie cant believe when i tell u i'm tired n i dun deserve a hug frm u.. but wad i get was " den go hm n rest early"
3. i cant believe wad i compromise today in exchange wif ur attitude sayin i dun wanna hold ur hands..
4. i cant believe i stand-ed dere by de traffic lookin at u.. u still refused to look at mi...
   
5. i dunno wad i do wrong seriously...
6. i'm on de verge of givin up.. i reallie thot i haf been good today...
   
7. i cant believe i stand-ed dere tearin.. u did nth... nt even a hug.. juz a sentence " u dun wan to go ar?"
8. i hug-ed u... i thot dats de last i could gif u... but when u asked mi " u dun wan mi ixxit?" i dunno wad to ans.... i reallie dunno wad i do wrong n i realie felt nt being appreciated.. til de moment u hug-ed mi tight n tell mi sorry... i cant imagine if de hug n sorry din came frm u..... i dunno wad i shld do oso...

well.... i'm glad everythin is over... nt our rls.. but de argument... i reallie love u tat y i compromise n i tried to accommodate to u... i tried to change frm dat unreasonable n bad temper girl to a better one... i guess it juz din work.. coz u r so afraid i get angry over tis n tat... mayb it juz doesnt pay to b good... i thot we could spend de day happily wif no arguement.. i wanna celebrate ur bday wif u happily...

can we b happy??? i dun wish for happily ever after.. coz i know dere is no "ever after".. i juz hope for as long as it can...

i'm reallie tryin to change for de better.. for u, for mi and for us.....

i dunno y but i'm feelin de love u haf for mi nt as strong.. u lose ur patience over mi easily.. n u can simply ignore mi....

loves....... tell mi wad i'm feelin is nt de truth.. prove mi wrong pls.... hugs

A BUMP-INTO-FRIENDS DAY!!!

went for skool.. i haf been a good girl.. i stayed awake n focus for my 2 3-hrs lectures.. haha.. nt as bad as i thot.. but i thot msm could b better... as usual he made mistakes but ok la. used to it liao...

one thing bout my lecturer, i reallie felt he has gt low confidence in himself n he dun reallie haf a stand for himself...

eg...

him : klass, read de qn before u go for ur break.....
[den everyone start leavin their sits]
him : read before u go...
[ppl continue leavin their sits]
him : ok... when u cum back frm ur break den u read it..

ZZZ... so jia lat lo.. no ppl listenin to him practically... oh well... all de best to him ba..

paid my SIM reg fee of $32.10.. its some yearly thingy la..find all means to con my $$$...

afterwhich headed back to amk to mit bf.. i was early coz i end at 3pm n he end at 4 pm... so i thot of buyin him curry puff frm tip top[yes de one tat being caught nt payin taxes]...

den as i walk, i saw tis guy wavin vigorously at my direction.. a closer look it was TAN FOO WEN!!! hahas so qiao lo. he sittin dere chattin on de phone.. like an uncle.. so i left my stuff wif him n i went to get my stuff...

after buyin those snacks, i went back dere to chat wif him... n DA TA!!! saw ENA, FIONA n ENA'S MAMA... so QIAO again.....

so its a bumpin-into-frenz day. hahass

good thing is fiona oso takin msm. but diff lecturer.. so i may wan to borrow her notes to photocopy.. those past yr qn wif solution.. my tis lecturer doesnt provide.. boo boo.. but photocopyin gonna cost mi quite a bit.. i tink i will la.. dun wanna re take anymore.. sianz...

walked ard AMK HUB wif ena, fw n bf.. haha n we haf2 rounds of bball at de arcade.. my hands r achin after 1 round..haha n now still achin.. i nua liao .. haha..

they left....

n we....
decided to head to bf's hse or movie... tinkin twice.. nt v rational if we were to head back to his hse. coz i will still cum back to amk.. so we decided to catch a movie after 156652971512 mths.. haha.. been so long since we lasted catch a movie...
a nice movie.. i will rate 4 out of 5... fairytale n funny.. hahas reallie make u laugh... i love de chipmunks.. but too bad no pic. damn freakin cute la. haha.. i enjoyed de movie for once.... i tink i did pretty well.. i sit still wif minima fidgeting.. hee

THE DINNER @ S11

had stingray n cockles for dinner.. initially, both of us nt v hungry.. but guess wad??
we finished everythin includin our rice.. i've a gd appetite.. mayb coz its spicy.. increase my appetite.. hee.. happy... he loves cockles.. but is he cock?? haha kiddin la.. he is nt... haha.. cool cool...

walked hm after dinner... accompanied him wait for 166.. de freakin bus stop is invaded by freakin tiny black ANTS.. i juz stand dere nt a few secs, de ants crawled up my feet n bite mi la... realie gt so fast lo their action... boo.... i felt so uncomfy after gettin rid of de ants.. i still haf de feelin of de ants crawlin.. arghhhh


i'm tired... tinkin of tanning tml.... see how's de weather....

BAD news... i nid to go get my flu jab done.. most prolly tml.. see how lo.. de weather is perfect i will go. if nt i will nua at hm.. haha..

i hate takin jab..
i hate seein de needle pokin into my skin to my flesh..
i hate seein my aunty slowly inject de fluid into mi...
I JUZ HATE TAKIN JAB!!!!

condolences

was reading thru my skool student portal..

when i came across tis n was feelin kinda sad...

SIM haf 6 students representin SG to de cambodia traditional dragonboat carnival...

5 make it back to SG....

sad to say...

one of them, Jeremy, din manage to make it back..

n i chance upon tis blog http://rememberingjerbroni.blogspot.com/

a v promisin guy...

i reallie felt sad after readin it... sad... =(

THE REASON WHY I LOVE STARHUB!!!!



JUST IN TIME FOR EVERYTHING I GUESS.. HAHA

I'M A VALUED CUSTOMER AFTERALL....
NOT ONLI U NICHOLAS WONG.. HAHAS HAHAS

SHALL DECIDE AGAIN WAD PHONE TO GET... TOLD MAMA I WANNA CHANGE HP SINCE DERE'S A $200 VOUCHER. DEN MAMA SAY LET HER USE MY CURRENT PHONE.. I'M SO RELUCTANT LA.. COZ MY CURRENT HP IS BF BUY FOR MI DE LO..

I WAS TINKIN BOUT SELLIN OFF MY N7610.. DEN MAMA SAY IS BRO BUY FOR MI DE DUN SELL.. HAIZ.. HAVE YET TO DECIDE. SHALL TINK AGAIN. OR SHLD I JUZ LET HER USE MY N7610 SHE ONLI MAKE CALLS SO LAGGIN IS NT A PROB TO HER BA. HAHAS..

I CANT BEAR TO LET HER USE MY N6288 ITS FRM LOVES.. HAHA. I KNOW MY BAD. SHALL DISCUSS WIF BF AGAIN....

can i end my part timer life but at de same time i haf enuff income for everything i nid???

how i wish........

tis is wad i do durin my borin 4hrs of work
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woke up early today... coz nid to go amk hub singtel to do my hse internet-mobile-hm fixed line plan aka MIO plan wif dad...

MIO BASIC PLAN

1. gotta change my original analogue hm fixed line to digital voice
2. 3mbps internet spd
3. ione plus for my dad hp...
4. FREE 6mths mio tv... up to 2 movies per mth...

DEAL

1. got a hp SE k810i for onli $28... damn cheap hor...
2. gt a wireless usb adaptor for my pc...

singtel is havin road show for these 2 days i guess.. de mobile phone are damn cheap...

1. SE w910i @ $98 wif $100 trade in... starhub is sellin @398
2. SE k850i @ $198 wif $200 trade in... starhub sellin @$588

u see de diff?? hahas...

den when i saw de brochure of singtel student plan i'm so tempted to change my line..

1. 100min free outgoin
2. all day free incomin
3. UNLIMITED SMSES!!!

when i saw de unlimited SMSES my eyes open real wide.. but when i read de terms n conditions..

1. first 500 to any operator
2. subsequently to SINGTEL operator ONLY!!!!

haiz.. disappointed.. so i decided to stick wif starhub... no point...

my plan is endin 2 dec.. hahas bf bday.. after which gg to ask mama to switch de name frm hers to mine.. n den i hope dere's christmas promo for starhub n i can bring w910i hm. hahas..

wishful thots...

haven been tannin for a long long time.. i miss tanning.. boo.. i wanna go tanning soon....
i miss sentosa...
i miss farrer park swimmin complex...
i miss de early mornin bus ride on 130 or 166 to rowell n to tannin...

=(

I LOVE CRUNCHIE.... COZ I LOVE THE HONEYCOMB IN IT....
HERE COMES.....

MY CHILDHOOD ALL TIME FAVOURITE BISCUIT....
used to b onli like 20-30cents.. n now i gt it for 60cents.. de taste nv change.. i still love it like how i enjoyed munching it when i was young... heee


while surfin de net. i found tis 2 cool places... MOUNT EMILY and DEMPSEY HILL....
thot of changin my idea for BLACK ANGUS @ ONE FULLERTON to one of de above places.. but as i search n read bout de reviews.. it dun seems as gd.. mayb de ambience is gd but food wise nt reallie.. so i still decided to stick wif my initial place to go for good food... haha payin for food den ambience is more worth it rite.. hahas
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still no reply.. sianz

压力是让人成长的力量！！！

can i reallie handle stress???

i guess my stress level is pretty low...

POA TEST NEXT FRI 30TH NOV 07
CHAP 1-5

well, i have nt been attendin chap 1-5... so its time to test if i haf done my self study well.. i gg to study hard for tis test....

=)

gotta plan for next week workin schedule again.. sianz =(

shld b mon-11-3, thu 11-3.. standard.. tinkin of workin wed. but well... a bit lazy. tink i better stay hm study my econs n poa!!!

STILL NO REPLY FRM HER... DOUBLE PISSED...

SO I THOT OF AN IDEA..

I USED BF EMAIL N SEND HER AN EMAIL SAYIN I INTERESTED IN ONE OF HER ITEM.. LETS SEE IF SHE REPLY.. IF SHE DOES REPLY TO BF EMAIL N NT MY EMAIL.. I GG TO BLUFF HER OUT FOR A MEET UP N CONFRONT HER.. DAMN ANGRY... SHE BETTER REPLY MY MAIL BEFORE DE OTHER..

SHE IS NT A GD SELLER AT ALL PPL .. TIS IS HER EMAIL. jeweltse@yahoo.com.. DUN BUY FRM HER.. HER NICK IS JEWELTSE... SO KNS...

PISSED!!!! PISSED!!!! PISSED!!!!

TODAY!!!!

went for work.. hee.. tiring n sianz initiately.

i really dislike being host.. especially like out of 7 days i worked, 4days are host.. damn borin la.. isolated at de door.. so boring la mayb... but luckily today i've gt frenz to tok to.. n it was pretty busy.. hence i dun haf to stay at de door... time passed pretty fast.. but i was still kinda slack. haha when i feel lazy i juz walked to my host table de n pretend to b busy arrangin de menus. hahas..

lame conversations btw my 2 colleagues...

ryon : wah v busyin n tirin.. my leg achin (suan).. [我的脚很酸]
elwen : u step on lemon ar?? [你踩到ling mong ar?]
ryon : no.. i steppin on ice now.. v cold [ 我现在踩到冰，很冷]

when i heard ryon tellin mi tis, i was like.. er.. erm... hahas dunno wad else to say oso...

after work.. met bf at amk hub.. hahas..
gt myself a 4-in-1 file n a pedicure thingy.. but haiz a bit too big. de gaps in btw my toes aint tat big. hahamuz buy again. luckily its cheap. nt exp... if nt i will stab myself..

oso gt myself a bag for $20.. i can hold it in hand, make it into a handbag or even sling it... haha i wanted a white one.. but white easily dirty.. nt practical. so gt a black one.. easier to match oso..

den went to popular after dining at sumo hse.... bf gt some stuff.. n i gt some stuff too but on his account. thanks dear.. hahas.. gt myself a liquid paper[ seriously, i dun nid it coz exams ban. but due to my often make mistake lecturer, i nid one badly.. if nt i will b like cancelling n cancelling. so messy..] n a 2008 diary or rather schedule book or organizer.. i find it real cool. its a lil big but i'm fine wif it. hahas.. den when dear asked mi how bout de one his bro gif mi.. i was like erm.. but i like tis more. haha den he say get it.. its nt cheap okie. it coz $6.95.. but tinkin it gonna last for a yr. shld b okie ba.. any regret buyin for mi bf?? hahas.. i guess i reallie nid it. i'm a ultra forgetful ger.. juz like how i once forget i'm a part timer n missed my work.. hahas

oh ya... we went to de SE shop at amk hub.. n we tried usin w910i...
once again i fell in love wif it..
i love de big n wide screen..
most imptly de camera is full screen..
see oso happy...
new gadget??

ok.. enuff of de gd stuff.. here cums de bad...
DAMN PISSED.. DE IDIOT HAVE YET TO REPLY MY EMAIL... SCARE??? GONE INTO HIDIN??? CON MY $$35??? WTF.. PISSED PISSED ANGRY ANGRY!!!!

losin my patience.. arghhh...


TUESDAY!!!
20.11.07

supposed to mit bf but he was late... how late?? 1.5hrs late.due to skool thingy.. so while waitin i shopped ard amk hub.. n i muz say tis.. I REALLY CANT SHOP ALONE LA.... coz i will juz BUY BUY BUY AND BUY!!!

FIRST STOP...
i went to ntuc.. say my favourite LAYS chip on promo... $3.20 per pack.. without much hesitation i took it n pay for it...

den i walked ard... went to de 2nd floor..
walked into MINI TOONS... i haf tis sudden craving for gummies.. so i bought a bag worth $3.70 of gummies. i din know i took tat much...

walked ard again... went to de first floor...
walked past O2SKIN.. dere's promo on their nail polish...try a few n i got myself one nail polish for $3.90 n a nail art sticker for $0.90... i find it cheap.. haha
wonder y dere is 2 went i say i bought 1??? hahas

coz after dinner at pepper lunched wif bf.. i thot of gettin another one since its cheap... wanted dark red but they dun haf.. den i tried on de dark purple[close to red i thot].. n bf say nice.. n i bought it as well. so in total i got myself 2...haha
our pepper lunched dinner.. i was famished.. dyin of hunger.. his cut-steak n my beef pepper rice... yummies
walked ard amk.. thot it was still early.. so we went to mac[near koko hse] for some drinks.. at de same time i gt some cravin for cakes...

ordered an oreo cheesecake [ NOT NICE AT ALL.. PPL DUN ORDER!!!], an ice latte for him and a double choc frap for mi.. [ NOT NICE EITHER!!!]

well, its de companion i enjoyed den de desserts n drinks...

afterwhich, we walked hm.. been so long since we last walked hm hand in hand.. hmm... it was enjoyable... =)

conclusion... I STILL CANNOT SHOP ALONE!!! UNLESS I'M RICH!!!

I'M SO ANGRY BOUT MY ONLINE SHOPPIN @YAHOO AUCTION.....

IT JUZ SIMPLY TURN MI OFF.....

DE PIC ON DE LEFT WAS WAD POSTED... DE ONE ON DE RITE WAS WAD I RECEIVED BOO

1. THE BUTTON SUPPOSED TO B IN SILVER BUT MINE IS WHITE
2. THE LOGO SUPPOSED TO B IN LIGHT PINK BUT MINE IS WHITE
3. THE LENGTH STATED SUPPOSED TO B 27CM BUT MINE IS 24CM
4. Q&A SHE ANSWERED.. DE SHORTS LOOK EXACTLY LIKE WAD IN DE PIC N DERE IS NO BACK POCKETS.. BUT MINE HAF...
5. LOOK DE SAME MEH?? NT AT ALL.. I CANT EVEN SEE MY LOGO... ARGHHH
   
6. DE MATERIAL IS 100% COTTON.. MINE IS SOFT LIKE LINEN.. BOO... NO SHAPE AT ALL..
   
7. MOST IMPORTANTLY.. ITS A ABERCROMBIE SHORTS.. TAT IS Y I BELIEVED IN DE QUALITY N I PAID $35 INCLUDIN POSTAGE...

I'M UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED.. I EMAILED DE SELLER N SEND HER DE 2 PICS AS COMPARISON.. I ASKED FOR REFUND N I TOLD HER I WILL PAID DE POSTAGE BACK TO HER. I JUZ WAN MY $34 BACK...DE SHORTS JUZ TURN MI OFF TOTALLY...

WELL, IF SHE IS NT GG TO REPLY MI I GG TO HER A ULTRA BAD BAD RATING FOR SURE.. DAMN ANGRY..

MAKE MI LOSE FAITH IN ONLINE SHOPPIN... NEXT TIME SHALL JUZ FIND TIME TO GO OUT SHOP N BUY .... DAMN ANGRY LA.... ARGHHHH!!!! SHE BETTER FASTER REPLY MI. I'VE GT NO PATIENCE... ESPECIALLY WHEN KENA CON...

Random:

Baby justin.. i finally get to see him still as cute n adorable.. hee

i did my own pedi wif my $1 nail art.. hahas.. dere's still left over.. tink can do 1 more time.. hee.. so fun but nid lotsa patience... hahas

can't solve cant balance...
sianz

y is my poa so bad...
sianz

=(

AGENDA FOR TML!!! SAT!!!

1. mornin call bf @9.30am
2. help b.i.l to burn a total of 4 dvds
3. complete P.O.A assignment 1
4. get enuff rest
5. do some revision if possible

well, cant make up my mind for de xmas party chalet on 24-25dec yet..
simply becoz

1. i haf no hols.. yes i know 25th is a public hols...
2. i'm gg to stayover wif bf to celebrate his bday frm 30th Nov - 2nd Dec... n i felt its a lil too much to go for 2 stayovers in a mth when i'm still havin skool n nt hols
3. my mama juz recover frm everything n i dun wan her to tink tat she haf recovered n i can go havock..

i have yet to decide. but i will go for sure. juz de stayin over part... haven been a good ger tis week.. i haf nt been dining hm for lunch, nidless to say for dinner.. feelin kinda guilty hence i decided to spare my sat n sun for mama.. n i'm tinkin of nt workin for de next week ... i haf no motivation to work.. no more concert ticket $$ to strive for. hahas. no motivation at all. sianz..

wads more sianz is I HAF NO HOLS!!! when de rest r havin in dec.. how unfair can it b.. i'm lookin for my next hols next june 08.. boohoo.. damn sucky...

SKIPPED WORK!!!

I MISSED WORK TODAY....
NOT BECOZ I OVERSLEPT
BUT
I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN BOUT IT...
I FORGET I'M A PART TIME SERVER...
HAHAS

feelin kinda guilty for nt turnin up..
winnie called sounded so angry. say next time muz inform earlier.. hmm. well i told her i'm sick... if i tell her i forget i'm workin n overslept tink i will b doomed... hmmm

HOPE TIS WILL NT HAPPEN AGAIN.... =)

WALKING DAY!!!!

disappointed.... my "lookin forward to" fails mi...

sun tanning - fail.. due to heavy rain in de mornin.... =(
visit baby justin - fail... coz bf's sis last min change of plan.. =((

had lunch at douby ghaut area... had wanton mee... i craved for it after i watched a tv prog ytd nite... so yea.. i had it today to satisfy my cravings...
after which we went to town walk walk... well long walkin day... walked frm bf hse to bugis to douby to orchard (far east)....den walked back to parklane to mit up wif hc n mm den walked to bugis coz hc wanna get some stuff den guess wad?? we walked back to parklane again to wait for mm to finish skool.. OMG.. my legs r aching... n my sandals cuts mi n gaf mi blister.. boohoo...
my buyings
shoe frm far east
nail art frm cine.. real cheap $1/each
vitamins?? no.. its make up remover.. den i recall i gt it frm online shoppin e.l.f too.. boo
chocs... see de green m&m?? mint flavour..

de butterfly print at de sole.. cool. i love butterfly...


online shopping again...
abercrombie white shorts.. hee.. cost quite alil...


i muz start my saving plan....

The LONG LONG DAY!!!!

went for mornin klass.. its a 8.30am klass... sociology... i'm tryin so hard to focus on it. hahasss... but i'm reallie bored la.. no friends in de klass.. boohoo.. i gotta go break alone n self entertain mi...
my cute lil water bottle... my black ruler frm tw... n my boring lecture notes....
skool haf some event on BRANS chicken essence... my skool is filled wif pri skool kids.. hahas n de bazzar changed it venues... still goin on but i aint gg to patronise them again. hee

receive 2 bad news... hy msged mi told mi she aint cumin to skool.. so i quickly msged celest.. coz i was tinkin of skippin too.. but hesitating.. den who knows celest gotta work.. hence, she nt cumin to klass.. so i gotta go.. if nt none of us wun haf de notes...hmm. i'm a good ger...

met a new friend by de name cassandra.. she borrowed my tutorial for de pass 2 lec... i'm so afraid she would mia wif my tut. but i guess i gotta learn to trust ppl more. so i told her its ok u can return mi de next lesson.. n i told her, she can join us for lec next time if she cumin den we'll leave a seat for her lo. my msm lecture frm 12-3pm aint tat bad after all.. hee
de guy sittin infront has a vvv cool hp.. nt sellin in sg.. its orange in color.. so toy feel.. but i find it cool so i tried to voom in til de max to take shot of it.. hee

met bf at bugis after skool... we r both famished. so we haf a late lunch n head to sim lim to get screen protector for my new toy mp3.. went to de shop bf work in.. n it cost him $6 staff price. hahas.. ok la.. on his account so is lunch n dinner. i'm darn broke.. onli left wif $2 cash.. damn sad.. afterwhich, head back to bf hse.. took a mini nap til bout 7 plus 8.. i was darn tired lo.. woke up damn early... haiz.. dinner-ed n home.. draw $50... wah lao.. den when i reached hm i saw my allowance. well, its a relieve tat i haf cash but i drew $50 more. so i nid to go deposite again.. boo..


lookin forward to tml..
mornin goin tanning...
play wif baby justin...

finally, bf choose his bday gift.. hmm so saw go reccee for it soon .. hee.. at least its smth he like n more practical i guess...

WORK was DREADFUL!!!!

drag my heavy feet to work... left hm slightly earlier den before.. reason being, i reallie dislike de 'chiong-ing" feelin when runnin late... its tirin n a bad start for de day... de weather was perfect for slp today.. hence, i was rather gloomy for work today, furthermore i see more new faces.. n cant realli clique.. i guess still nid sometime to get to know them more.. but de good thing is gt tis guy tok to mi n realise he studyin at SIM too.. but he is under RMIT n i'm UOL.. so at least, gt a lil conversation goin on.. but still, i dun reallie feel like tokin la. so grouchy.. cant b help...

n since i'm like ultra early, i gt myself breakfast frm old chang kee.. i swear i wun get it again for breakfast.. so oily n deep fried for breakfast.. hahas...
my fish ball and my squid fitters!!! wif sambal chilli.... =)
i can reallie wear cap like i can wear big sun glasses... too big on mi.. hahas.. anyway, no floor staff haf reached yet. so i play wif my hp .. hahas bored la...

bout wad else could mi more bored... wad i did for de 4 hrs...
did some openin.. well, i did it alone la.. de other 2 old staffs late lo.. damn sian... i decided to isolate myself at de host.. juz stand n slack n bring ppl in.. so i dun haf to clear tables, wipe n all.. haha i'm feelin lazy today... yawn.... so i played wif de crayons... it was meant for kids.. but who cares. i self entertained.. heee.. feelin clumsy today too...

finished work wif nth achieved today.. hahas....

took a train back to amk.. was decidin if i shd eat but as i look at de time its like 4.30pm.. gg to b dinner time so no point eatin. den as i crave for mac's fries. i told myself i muz save some $$$ n i haf seaweeds at hm... but GUESS WAD... when i walked pass LITTLE MATCH GIRL.. i saw tis dress on de maniquin.. n i haf some feelin for it. so i walked in n decided to gif it a try...
DA TAHHHHH.... i fell in love wif it.. n decided to bring it hm.. it cost mi $36.. i thot its okie la. $36 for a dress.. n initially i thot i will feel happier after some shoppin... apparently nt.. but still i love de dress. hee..it has another color wif is black which mean de white part is black.. hmm i thot it was too dull so i tok de white one. hee..

i save $2.55 on fries but i spent $36 on a dress... HORRIBLE!!!! i feel broke... n my dad delay my allowance.. i haf yet to get it.. i'm gg to eat on grass soon.. den i told bf bout tat. he suggested to transfer mi $$$.. well, bf, u see... is nt de point of transferin mi $$.. hahahs i haf $$$ juz tat i dun feel like drawin out. somemore, by rite i shld get my allowance liao.. i dun even nid to draw cash out. so ya i was reluctant la...

hahas.. i juz hope i dun look fat in dat dress or i will b ultra disappointed. hee.. coz some times de retail shop's mirror makes u look slimmer. hahas

after 5 days of work, i realise i still enjoy foldin clothes workin in retail shop rather den carry plates n wipin tables.. haiz..


currently : playin wif my new toy.. transfering songs n pics.. loves sis...

MY NEW TOY
SAMSUNG K3 2GB

left home to mit sis at sim lim sqaure to search for my new toy n oso hmmm take a peek of bf at work... hahas
tooka train down.. i was late.. so was sis. she was even more late.. my prediction was rite.. she took her own sweet time...

spend bout 30-45min ard slq searchin for my creative stone plus RED... but to no avail til a store call EDISON.. hahas... den i asked bout de price it was $90 inclusive of tax n k3 for $149 inclusive of tax... de outside sellin price for stone was $99 n k3 was$199... so i thot k3 was a better deal.. n de battery life is longer...n it can input pics n text... so after a long while i finally decided for k3..

reason being....
if i were to get stone plus, it will b my christmas gift frm sis.. n for my bday i will still get a $50...
if i were to get k3, its gonna b my christmas + bday gift....

so after much consideration, i finally set my mind.. n GUESS WAD.. de worst thing could happen.. after crappin so long wif de guy, he told mi RED is out of stock left black.. DAMN DISAPPOINTED LA!!!!!

den i went walkin ard again.. all shops ran out of stock for red.. unless i wan de 4GB one.. but i dun wanna spend so much on one..

n de guy offer mi wif a free charger if i get de black one... so i ask sis n bf if black or red is nicer... well, deep down i know i like red.... but sis say black was classic n bf say he wil lget black coz he guy.. haiz... so i got myself a black one.. i still like de red one more la... damn sianz...


n de guy damn idiot try to con mi. luckily i smart... he asked mi to top up $10 for a real samsung charger coz he doesnt nt haf de chiong one.. n he offer to free mi one fugly sock cover. den as i look at de charger i'm so full of doubt.. so i ask him if spoil i bring to samsung?? he said no bring back to his store.. den i know de so called "REAL" is oso chiong one.. so i refuse to take it.. hahas...same my $10....

see de red is so much nicer n stylish compare to de black one. so dull. too late i got it liao...i will learnt to love it more. hahas.. all i can say is it is valued for it price la.. but i nid to get a screen protector for it. hee

during de reccee, i went to de same shop but different branch.. de china ger offer mi $160.. damn it lo.. wanna cheat my $$ for ur commission.. i nt so toopid lo... hahas


while packin my cupboard ytd nite... i saw tis jumpers i bought frm TW.. i onli wear it once when i was in tw.. hahas...

clear n packed my mini 5-squares "cupboard" .... its haf more spaces... while mean i still gt room for more clothin. haha yeah....

Traditional
Pisces Traits

Imaginative and sensitive
Compassionate and kind
Selfless and unworldly
Intuitive and sympathetic

On the dark side....

Escapist and idealistic
Secretive and vague
Weak-willed and easily led

LIKES
• Solitude to dream in
• Mystery in all its guises
• Anything discarded to stay discarded
• The ridiculous
• like to get 'lost'

DISLIKES
• the obvious
• being criticized
• feeling all at sea about something
• know-it-alls
• pedantry

Problem: A strong sense of despair not shared by family and friends, thus leaving you with that all alone feeling.

Solution: You must come out of yourself and open up to those around you, you have the power to inspire others making you an important part of the human race; take your rightful place.

am i a typical PISCES???
i used to doubt horoscope.. my onli explanation to myself is tat " if de horoscope is accurate, does it mean everyone tat belong to de horoscope faces de same characteristic or problem???"
tat was my argument used to be...

but

now.. i start to ponder.. simply becoz, i do indeed fill in de characteristics of PISCES...
am i juz de way i am???
or
did i make de way i am but fulfillin to de situation???

do i reallie like to dream????
will i guess most ppl likes to dream n fall deep in their own dreams...
i dun like being "lost"... i wan my directions to be clear..
wat i wan...
wat i nid...
wat i wish...

i cant wait for de carefree days to cum...
i cant wait to b happier...
i cant wait to abandon all my unhappiness...

i wanna be de lil kid i used to be...
de play time
de tv time
de nap time
de tibits time

grant my wish ppl...
i wan more love
i wan more care
i wan more understandin
its a mutual...

i'm lost...
i'm not happy at all...
i felt i'm juz a lil puppet...
i cant haf my view being sound out...
i cant achieve wad i actually wan...
i cant plan for my wad i desire...

all de can'ts and whr is my cans den??
i wan to escape...
my thot of leaving is so strong....
yet i gotta consider financially n alot of factors...
=...(

to bf : u promise mi wif more love, more care, more attention and more understanding.... i reallie hope u could provide mi wif wad i've lost... told u my feelin n prob.. but i sad to say, ur view r sidin my parents.. u nv reallie put urself in my shoe, verstehen ... do u know wad i wan exactly??? i felt no love frm him... i reallie hope to feel more love by u....

SIS's HOME!!!!

spent my day at sis hse wif mama n maid.. coz de maid gotta do some house chore. hahas..

my lazy sis decided to pay $10 a day for her to do de cleaning den she do it herself.. lazy bum.. hahas i'm one too...

The Living Room
i loves de L shape sofa n de BIG mirror.. u can actually make sure u r presentable before leaving home. tats so suitable for mi. haha too bad nt my hse...


The Dining Room and The Study Room...
look at de cabinet of Precious Moment collections... each figurine cost at least $70-80 n of coz some are up to hundred... i do haf some contribution in those collection..

one for sis's rom gift
one for sis coz i gt identical gift
one for sis bday


The Master Bedroom....
i love de platform.. i wan my hse to haf platform too. tats in future la... the wall tv n certainly de walk-in-wardrobe...

wondering no pic for de other 2 rooms.. haha coz its empty.. dere's nth inside. so nth to take n show .. =)
once again. i love de mirror. hahas



i wan my future hse to be....
ZEN
BLACK WHITE RED

I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY!!!

Y IXXIT SO HARD???

GRANT MY WISH, PLS!!!!

=( =( =(

8 NOV
THURSDAY
TODAY
CLARE'S FIRST MONTH CELEBRATION
IKEA TAMP
HAPPY DEEPAVALI


its baby clare's first month celebration... so sweet of her parents to prepare cupcakes for de guests.. hee. i had a share too.. bf n i were busyin in and out cold storage helpin them to buy replenishment like paper plates, chilli sauce and drinks.. hahas

overall was okie.. but hor... so many ppl.. i felt so lost. hahas.. darn nt b alone.. so unfamilar...

couldnt make it to baby chloe first bday... de sudden change of dates clashes.. i'm sorry.. heard frm koko, baby chloe is vv cute. big eyes. i cant wait to see her pics. hee.. like mother like daughter.. baby chloe will b pretty.. heee


we decided to make a trip to Tampiness ikea since i haf yet been dere.. and erm... dere's free shuttle bus.. hahas free transport....

so while waiting for de bus to cum.. we snap snap snap... ....
ah beng VS emo..... LOL
us... we juz snap like nobody business... despite dere an uncle beside us.. haha we r too bored la...
my top blends in well wif de orange sofa at ikea.. hee...
force his to take de pic. he look so sian.. but i tink its cool. BIG GREEN TEA!!!


de bus ride.........
he slp thru out de 20mins journey... my shoulder almost drop.. i feel de straint.... ouch!!!
DA TAH!!!!!! GIANT IKEA COURTS

i onli mange to complete IKEA...
de 'MUST TRY" and CHEAP hot dog n hot dog set... $1 and $1.70.... =)
tats our dinner

a long n tiring yet fulfiling day!!!

7 NOV
WEDNESDAY

went for work as per normal. but today's work nt as enjoyable as before until..... ....
dunno y everyone seems so grouchy.. n de grp of colleagues i'm workin wif today nt ask easy to get alot as compared to monday's grp... i dunno how to explain.. but i dun look forward to work wif tis grp. they either hide at de pantry n tok or wat so ever... like so out cast.. de monday's grp will at least crap n laugh even though its onli de first mit up. yup..

anyway, like i say until.....

bf n his "bro",hc, came in n surprise mi.. they actually came for lunch.. i was stunned seein bf nv go for his klasses. he overslept la ...
sirlion steak n 18hrs prime rib...

i tried a lil.. i find it nice even though it was cold.. or perhaps i'm too hungry...
i made them finished their food slowly from 2.00pm to 3pm when i knock off... n they reallie did. so nice.. i love de dessert too. mudcake.. nice nice. hee
i took a pic of hc. n threaten him to send to his gf. hahas he was stunned. but i nv send la.. say say onli. hee he owe mi countless of mcflurry.. but in fact i haf taken nth. =)

5 NOV
MONDAY
THE UNLUCKY DAY!!!

i shldnt haf promised to help them work til 8.30pm...
i shld haf juz end at 3pm....

de conseqences....
i cant go to JAYS concert.. tickets are sold out...
i cant believe tis.. de public sales start on 5 nov.. n before de day 5th nov end. de tickets r gone..
YES ZERO for de 2 days concert...
i couldnt believe my eyes... i even gave SISTIC a call to double check..
n de operator told mi ZERO LEFT!!!!

i may haf gotten de tickets if i end earlier.. dere's still chances.. darn those ocbc holder wif piority frm 1 nov til 4 nov... BOO BOO BOO

n after workin for over 8 hrs..
my legs n my ankles r aching.. n i'm so tired tat i almost overslept for todays lesson...

overall, i juz disappointed n sad for nt able to go for de concert... i enjoyed de concert 3 yrs ago.. i thot i wuld b able to go for de cumin one... i wanna see him perform.. sad sad.. =( and kx is so disappointed... i feel so bad.. she says " i'm excited over nth"...

on de bright side
i met bf for supper after work at DG for prata n mee tom yum. after a long day of work. my first meal of de day n its a sinful one..

i saved de $168 n some miscellaneous on cabby fare n food on de day.. =)

random pics ...
before i start work n while i'm workin.. haha my uniform hip ma?? hahas

tis is wad i do each time i slack.. look at de sea view n day dream aka stone. haha i can see sentosa. but i cant go sentosa... boohoo

de nite view across... n de lil things i do when i'm slackin. haha play wif crayon. haha they haf crayon for kids to draw.. i draw too. so i'm kid. =)

supper.. de mee tom yun is nice. i still feel de pratas at thomson prata hse still de best. yup.


6 NOV
TUE!!!
gt a butterfly necklace n top frm skool bazzar.. n i reallie huiyuan n i was being con la. haha she wanted to get one chiffon dress at $27.. den i told her dun worth de money. so instead she gt another top ... n i gt de above...

so i was tellin her i shall go bugis V reccee see if gt sell de same items we bought n if its cheaper.. den i saw de chiffon dress at bugis V sellin for onli $15. thank god she din gt it.. if nt she will b cursin.. n at tis point i know we both r being chop. thot skool bazzar shld b at a lower price. apparently not. they tink SIM pppl rich. wanna chop. sian... den i told hy.. mayb ours can b found at FAR EAST nt BUGIS. next time go FE reccee.. hahas

well, i love my butterfly necklace.. hee i shall not comment on de price of my items. i shall juz say i kena con n chop....

i always long to haf such a full length mirror in my room.. but i'm nt granted wif it.. =(


each time i read nana's blog.. i feel so disheartening.. i hope she wuld b better off... i hope u can b happy... i guess we r nt in de position to ask u to make a decision to hold on or gif up.. its UR decision afterall... like wad ena says.. hope things would go de right way.. n everything will turn out fine... i hope too.. nana cheer up k??? hugss