went tuition-ing and time passes pretty slowwwwww..... and after dat i head down to town, supposedly, meetin up with one of the girl to get my items from F21 spree but den she got something on, and so nice of her, she absorb the postage and mail mi the item instead. so i dun haf to pay for postage.. wahahahas....


walked around town.. people mountain people sea.... i dun like shoppin wif sucha crowd. i tink i will go shoppin on a week day instead..


headed back to his hse, planning to rest awhile and go for steamboat... but his bro cumin over with baby clare, hence, we stayed home.. so i din managed to go bugis to see my bikini... =(

cousin-ly love part 2

baby clare


my buyings
i received my skirt today... its a right choice to check my letterbox before heading for tuition
and
i got 2 tops frm COTTON ON.. i managed to find XS. yay.. i got it without tryin. glad it fits.. hahas they got sale. i wun say its dirt cheap but its CHEAP.. $10 each... heee


my VS spree was a failure... bath 2 all my items are OOS.. hence, i got no bikini, i got no bratop tunic... i muz go hunting again... zzz it was in stock initially and duno y suddenly oos... booo... so sianz..... good thing is i'm sure to get a refund of $74 and $40 from another VS spree dat cancelled..

no fate. all the items i wan OOS.. unbelievable.. hahas



girls girls girls... FREE TO MEET UP ON TUE??? my last paper and 3 june 08, 1pm sharp i'm officially FREE!!!!!

forensic hero 2 is out.. i juz caught eps 1 and 2 on ppstream.. i love the show. i can sense holiday is used for drama-ing..

i received a sms tis morning, it was from my uncle[for a moment im stunned to see him msging mi], okies he asked my availability dates for work. and i thot i got hope in gettin a job but but but, he later sms mi sayin they are currently lookin for experienced staff will help to keep a look out.. oh. back to square. sometimes i dun reallie like to trouble ppl somemore those not exactly very close kind.. so i'm still tryin to get my own job. i will feel better at least...

exams in another 3.5days time. and i'm officially free yay... date mi date mi.. hahas.. my paper end at 1pm and im FREE FREE FREE.. cum to think of it, i haven been studyin hard... and the panicky feelin is cumin back.. aRGHHH!!!

i took a nap today frm 3 to 6??? hahas.. so i gotta study hard tonite.

WOW!!!
my mind keep reflecting how justin "WOW!!!"
i pretty miss him now
he is so cute.
some time back, i haven been visitin him due to exams, so bf n bf's sis keep tellin justin dat the piglet i let over at bf place is LIYEN JIEJIE.. so dat day, i was at his hse. and they ask justin who is tis[pointin at the pig]. so adorable justin looked at the pig and turn his head and look at mi and LAUGH!!!! everyone was laughin out loud. hahas he dare not say it out but whenever we asked him, he will juz laugh it off. boo..

online shopping is ADDICTIVE!!!!

i'm addicted to OL.. ARGHHH buy and buy , spend and spend....

okies.. i had subway today... yay.. one of my cravings is down...

coke vs coke light
the chewy cookies

he had roasted beef
and
i had cold cut trio

was tinkin btw tuna or cold cut. i tink the next time i wanna eat tuna.. hahas

feelin damn heaty having ulcer and my lips are red for no good reason. muz b the weather. so ppl drink more water k. and do take care.

okies i juz wanna blog to kill time during my study break, if not i will OL again

nite ppl

chronicles of narnia prince caspian

caught chronicles of narnia few hrs ago at amk hub..
woo.
i love the show..
i love prince caspian..
i love asylam the lion...
i love rat the knight... cute.


few good movies a watched recently are[in order]
"what happen in vegas"
"chronicles of narnia"
"indiana jones"
"iron man"

its a cheap movie... the ticket cost onli $6 using student card. yay. save $... but something to rant, the cinema has a couple of senior citizen [$4 ticket]... hahas. and some uncle is yawning super loud in the midst of the movie. not once but a couple of time... ARGHHH!!!!


back home early meaning, i gotta study!!! boo...
no potatoe salad for mi =(
i love potate salad



my vs spree got prob. i add my items in the shoppin bag n all is instock. but dunno y the organizer leave a comment sayin some items are OOS.. booo...





ihopetofeelmoreloveandcareirealliehopeto=)

i just spree of another $120
i see the drop in the figures in my piggy bank again
i muz try to stop
i muz get a secure job as soon as possible
i muz try to go for every tuition lesson[ even thou ytd they cancel my lesson]


im gg to catch CRONICLES OF NARNIA

alrites. i put RE aeroplane and dat girl nv call mi up. so ya. i nv go la...

i online shopped again...

got myself a floral tube/skirt.. i got the one on the right, yellow color.. hee..

and

i got myself a floral tank frm F21 spree for 9.90usd
ivory and pink floral


i wanted to get a set of bikini online from VS but i seriously tink it wun b able to make it before my redang trip. so i tink its better not to risk. but i'm still considering la. i still got time to post n make my purchase tml. hahas... i see my bank depreciating AGAIN.. the agent haf yet to call mi up and offer mi the job.... sis is askin mi bout it.. hahas she seems so much more excited. i tink she is afraid i enter the same company as her n will "fan" her. hahas...

hope they are cumin back on sun and i'll get to see my pressie frm U.S.. hahas.. sis got mama a wristlet and for mi i tink i can choose btw a wristlet and skinny. y wld i wanna get a skinny when dere is a choice of wristlet?? hahas.. and on sun, i gotta ask bro to help mi do up my anti virus.. coz the on bf gave mi is expiring in 150days time.. to b exact now is 149days time... ARGHH!!! and the photoshop disc he burned for mi cant b install.. ARGHHH!!!! i hate it coz i aint no computer experts and i cant solve all the prob...


okies look at the time now.. i'm tryin to finsh doin my linear programming

gd nite world

random... ...

i cant decide if i shld go down to RECRUIT EXPRESS for some interviewin thingy... went back to skool ytd to study and i told huiyuan bout it.. den she told mi RE pay damn low.. shld go KELLYSERVICES... now i dunno if i shld go down.. but the girl haf arrange and appt wif mi tml liao... i wan a high pay job with minimal work load.. possible??? hahas..

huiyuan got herself a temp job frm KS months ago and its paying at $7.50 per hr... good pay huh... i wan it too. but not easy to find tis kinda job... i saw on classified days ago, temp admin at ubi $8per hr. even better the pay... hahas i hope i could find one too.. =))

okies... hols is approaching... i see many ppl making plans for the hols like gg hols do tis do dat bla bla bla...

I'M GOIN ON A HOLIDAY TOO!!! TO REDANG!! SUN, SAND AND SEA!!! i bet i gonna enjoy the trip excluding the long bus journey.. hahas

wad else i wanna do?? haha diving is out of the question unless i master the skill of treading water... seems like dere's nothin i can achieve other then work and earn $.. hahas...

was tinkin of baking courses... and will b redundant coz my hse no oven..
and den i was tinkin of inline skating... but i got no roller blades...

i tink i better go economic and down to earth by learnin how to swim and tread water first ba...

hahas...

bf's frenz was tinkin of a short getaway, since i heard it.. obviously i'm gonna tact along if dere is any... two options 1. BINTAN 2. GENTING coz brandon got a hse at GENTING and they can save the $ on hotel.. but i seem more excited in BINTAIN.. so is brandon.. another island of sun,sand and sea but tis time it take a much much shorter journey.. hahas.. nothin is confirm yet. so still gotta wait n see lo...

studyin have been slack but at least work is done...

oh.. seems like mummy is ignorin the maid again after she broke a vase days ago... i was sleepin and my room door is close... i can hear the shattering of the pieces and mummy's screaming..

"SORRY SORRY!! EVERYTIME U BREAK MY THING THEN U SAY SORRY!!!"

my heart was like thinkin, wad else u wan her to say?? she can onli say sorry... hahas...
the maid is doom le la.. she better start planning her path..gg to 1 yr liao. and very fast another year she is gg home.. i bet mummy wun wan her after the contract ended.. and by then i tink who's gonna do all the housework n washing.. i reallie wonder...


inventory control
network analysis
markov chain
decision analysis
DEA
queueing
linear programming
theories[soft and hard approach, intro to or]

cravings!!!

i'm craving for.....

- subway
- steamboat
- sun tanning

Today is a LUCKY JOB OPPORTUNITY DAY...

early in the mornin, i got a call from RECRUIT EXPRESS..

in the noon, i got a call frm some agency which i send my resume to. a job i reallie hope to get...

in the evening, m uncle told mi to pass him my CV. not a 100% as dere are many applicant.. now i'm not keen in gettin in dere... seems stressful.. i hope they reject mi. and i go for the one i wanted.. coz its near to my sis workin area.. mayb same. hahas

angry!!! i pass my CV to my dad to get him pass to my uncle[complicated] den when i go get envelope and pass to him. GUESS WAD!!! he fold my CV into HALF!!!! zzZzz.. they not gg to employ mi liao la.. see oso throw aside lo...

alrite.. for now.. focus on my last paper.. yup

waiting for my fried chicken wings... hee mama ta bao for mi...

the same old car attempt to follow mi home again.. tis time its the lift area.. i was at the ground floor and i saw the cat outside the police post. den as i walk up to the lift coz its at level 1. happily i turn and saw the cat at the lift door.. ARGHH.. and i was forced to walk to the next end to take a lift.. luckily it din follow mi all the way.. ARGHH!!!

EAT ALL DAY LONG....

25th may 2008
MR GOH HAN CHUAN AND MS ADELINE CHEN MEI MEI
"I NOW PRONOUNCED YOU HUSBAND AND WIFE"
by
JUSTICE OF PEACE


meet bf at amk mrt and head down to katib mrt to meet up with the rest. oh well, timing was good, i managed to hop on the mrt, and we manage to hop on his frenz's cab...

the weather is killin me... freaking hot.. i'm perspiring like as if i'm melting.. i dun mind if its a tanning session but its NOT!!! aRgHH

BF and I

the deco at the function area, ITS NOT AIR CONDITIONED!!!

sweet rite?? done by her sister gang

all ready waiting for the justice of peace

"the newly wed"

and the whole ceremony begins
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the march in
the solemnization
the exchanging of rings

wad's more???

of coz its the
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kissing of the couple
and
signing of the certificate


so sweet and blissful
may u stay blissful as always

the whole ceremony ended after some photo-taking sessions and a buffet lunch

as planned, we head down to amk for a movie session. but bf's frenz got a appt to attend, hence we booked a later timing.. the break in btw was torturous. hahas

we played arcade
we went NEBO
we played pool


NEBO
his RootBeerFloat
my TangyOrange
CrispyChickenStrip
ChilliFries

none of the food above is nice. haha the drinks are still alrite..

pool for at least 1.5 hrs, its the 2 guys game, i sat down and watch. i totally got no talent in playin pool. the ball never get in. hahas..

Movie Time
"INDIANA JONES AND THE KINGDOM OF CRYSTAL SKULL"
nice movie. but its kinda similiar to "national treasure" tat kinda plot... i do enjoy the movie overall.

and after movie, we went for dinner at S-11
LaLa
SambalKangKong
StingRay
Omelette



home sweet home


had been a good and slack week for mi. and all tis slackin moments gonna end today.. back to serious studyin tml. i'm heading back to skool to mit huiyuan to study... at least i'm sure, work would be done.. yup...


sis is back for U.S.... shall see wad she got for mi... i tink i can choose between a wristlet or skinny(coin pouch) and some VS lotions.. she got a limited edition series and secret garden series. i doubt she can used it all... hahas and i'm wondering of my bro got Iphone. i so wanna check Iphone out. hahas...

happy yet tired...

my dumby dumb hp fail mi again... woke up n realised it auto off.. zzz... good thing is alarm still goes off even if hp is off. if not im gonna be late..

so went for tuition at 11am as planned... i'm happy with her maths and sci results, 77 and 73 respectively... tis means.... my job is secure!!! hahas.. i wun be retrenched at least frome now til end of year.. and the mummy is very nice to ask mi to tink wad i wan from taiwan. i told her its okies no nid but she insisted on it.. i tink in the end i will still tell her no nid coz i oso dunno wad i wanna eat..

cabbed down to bf's hse.. coz got a lunch to go for... so had we had a filling lunch and head back home for cake cuttin session...


the cousin-ly love
justin walked over to HUG baby clare
so sweet of him
LOOK !!! at justin's tummy.... hahas

he look so big compare to clare
i managed to carry clare for a couple of mins before she started lookin for mummy.. she is so so so much lighter.. carryin her is such a easy task.. for justin??? hmm gettin tougher..

i love justin. so cute. he refused to let mi home each time i bid him goodbye.. he will run to mi and ask mi to bao bao him and he will cling onto mi..


the big big cake from "SECRET RECIPE"
WHITE CHOCOLATE MACADEMIA
its a thick and huge cake at 1.9kg costing at $45
but its nice and yummylicious.. i love the cake.. =))


next up
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the grandmother and the grandchildren



the whole celebration ended juz like tis.. simple yet contented.. the grandmother headed for work and the bro&sisinlaw&clare head home. while the rest, the grandfather,sis&justin,BF&I all head to bed... the whole hse slept for at least 2 whole hours.. we are all exhausted and tired... for the first time, i lied down on bf's bed and fall asleep in seconds.. the onli thing i recalled is he took a quick shower and hop onto the bed... tis guy is terrible... he hop onto the inside nearer to the wall as usual.. he scare he fall off the bed. boo. lousy.... hahas

nothin special happen afterwhich, woke up for dinner, played with justin awhile and head home.. tired still. tml another day of event. HC&MM's ROM @ BOTTLE TREE PARK...

more updates tml...


last but not least
pic of the day

the house husband ironing his own berms. =x
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night world =))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY!!! hahas

its nic's mummy birthday today.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY!!!

i'm invited to dine with them tml... and so i changed my tuition til to 11am instead of 12.30pm... so i could finish early and join them for a late lunch bout 1 plus.. =))

bday luck got her lucky today coz she buy TOTO.. hahas and had a mini winning.. =))


shall update more tml if got pics. hee

shitty shit..

mr postman came knocking on my door...

then

he told mi dere is one item of mine, stamp is not attached. so no postage is paid. and he asked mi if i wanna pay or send back to the selling..

so wad i tinkin was if it was the top i purchase ytd, i send back, i wun b able to receive in time. so nvm i pay the postage of $1.80... i open up..WAH.. is the "supposedly" lost mail... i tink too much le lo... the package is stamp 20may. so the sender prolly send out late.. and worst. no stamp when i paid for the postage of $1.50.. PISSED... emailed her... ANGRY...


good thing is, at the same time, i received my vanilla fly... so i can wear it on sun.. =))


overall mood, ANGRY!!!

LOST MAIL!!!

i got tis top online ytd... and they promised to mail it out today before 5pm. so hopefully i'll received it by tml or latest sat.. and i can wear it to hc&mm's ROM on sun.. hahas...


one of my online buyin is LOST!!! i suspect they con my $14.50... arghh.... all the while i opt for normal mail oso no prob... and now?? LOST!!! count myself unlucky... and now i gotta spent another $23 for the top above.. ARGHHH!!!!

My SHOPPING SPREE!!!

first stop...
amk for an hair cut...again!!!
told the guy i wan layer coz the previous cut was to"ping" ... den he looked at it and say " ya. i can see!!!"

so im more contented with my hair cut now than before..


second stop....
TOWN

third stop...
PS

last stop...
AMK


PROUDLY PRESENT
MY BUYINGS
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SANDALS FROM CHARLES AND KEITH @ $19.90

TAT 2 FOR $30 COTTON ON SHORTS
WHITE T-SHIRT BRA COTTON ON @ $19.95
BLACK CAP FROM 77STREETS @ $12.90


i'm lookin for a white bra.. so when i wear a white tank top its better... i bought it and guess wad?? i passed by LAZENZA@PS, they havin sales 3 for $60.. which price bout the same as cotton on.. =( boo... i gave it a missed... no point one day buy 4 bra.. a bit mad..

tinkin if i can beautify my black dull cap...
spraying
or
drawing
or
any ideas???

was takin tis pic.. and i realised its all in black n white... hmm... its a black n white day.. easier to match but so not vibrant... i tink i shld start gettin vibrant color...

i wanna get a new BIKINI.. have yet to see any nice one.... say 1 white is quite nice but its freakin expensive costing at $119.. madness... i nid to consider hard...

i nv get any clothings.. so sad.. but i say tis PULL AND BEAR TUBE TOP which is very nice.... but it cost $59.90... im nt sure if i'll wear it dat often... so i gave it a miss... now i dunno wad to wear for hc n mm's ROM....

soci is really "so si".. i wrote wadever shit i rmb thou i dun reallie get the qn.. but wadever it is.. i tried my best liao. if reallie fail den decide again la... fail soci still nvm.. fail poa and econs im dead...
expo is freaking cold.. i was practically freezin and shivering...

he offered to come expo pick mi up... and now his turn to act cute..

him: y u block mi from ur blog??
mi: i angry wad den block la..
him: luckily i got ur id and password... i go in and see liao..
mi: cannot be...
him: how u know??
mi: coz i changed my password too...
him: ya lo no wonder i try oso cannot...

hahas of coz la.. im determined not to let u enter wad... zzz....


im gg to give myself a break tml...


shitty shitty shit....

soci soci soci... so si!!

arghh... the facts and theories are bounding outta my head...

its not him dat causes all tis...

its juz somehow it cant get in.. i kip readin and readin its juz too much to memorize.. killed mi...


we din break up la... but im reallie disappoint in wad he said la.. and good thing is when i study i nv tink of him.. which is very good... mayb reality juz struck mi dat i cant haf anymore expectation frm him...

imagine i say so much to him.. den after he wake up he msg mi " u got nth to tell mi?" i was like oh wtf.. i say so much liao u still ask mi. its u the one sayin nth ba... zzz... we are reallie different.. no matter how hard we try we are still different.... i start to question myself if i'm truely happy in tis rls...


revolving round and round... zzz.


arghhh.... emile durkheim, max weber, karl marx, parson, mead, elton mayo, talyor, lyotard, katz and khun and many many more....
positivism, interpretivism, structural functionalism, marxist, realism, empiricism, determinism, causality and even more......



god bless me.....

alrite mr ker is out of love..
dat idiot is crazy...

i asked him how long is he attached to the girl...

his reply" fling fling 2 months den together 1 week plus den fling 1 week"

i was like eEeEeEeEeRRRR... speechless.. all i could say is i old liao. not up to the youngsters' mindset.. hahas


he is so funny la he said he scare the girl will dump him for another guy coz she previously dumped her ex for him...

i so wanna tell him than the chances is so high la she can do it once sure can do it twice.. but i decided not too.. mr ker seems very upset i better not agitate him if not he jump at pasir ris park..

hahas.. anyway, he kan kai liao which is a very good thing.. hee... happy for him la... at least still friends ma...


my relationship still in a total mess... but oh well, wad else more can i ask for...
good thing is i manged to study globalisation and organization.. reading thru for the 3rd time.....

i hope tml's paper is do-able... and another good news is im giving tuition on SAT... im nt jobless yet... the mummy still wan mi but i tink my time is almost up la.. my gut feeling tells mi she not gonna do well for her midyear... hmm lets wait and see ba....

blog quite a few times today.. coz i juz got alot to voice out la.. and i've removed him frm my blog ... i wonder if he realised it.. i guess so...

so ironic....

my own relationship got prob..
i can still console mr ker who is temporary out of love...

hahas...

it doesnt pay to be good....

seriously, it doesnt pay to be good ....

tryin to b a ultra nice gf ytd.. but got shit in return...

him: hc ask mi go his hse play mj, can i go??
mi: mi go lo.. win more. hahas..

msg msg msg... til he reached the play...

time : 11pm...

and so to kip myself occupied and do something quality, i studied... study study study... look up..
OMG, its freakin 3am.. not a single msg from him.. nvm.. so i dropped him a msg... tryin to act cute...

mi: EeeEeee.. u forget bout mi.. booo...
him: no ar.. hugs hugs dear..

sound so fu yan... okies nvm.. i stop replyin and back to study and see if he will auto msg mi...
so i study study study. look up.. 5 am... wow time passes darn fast...

still not a single msg... wo kai shi bu shuang le..
msg him

mi: u nv thot of msg-ing mi one ar...
him: i very tired wan fast finish and go home...
mi: den during ur breaks u cannot juz drop mi a msg meh....
him: sorry dear

sound so fu yan again.. nvm... and so i lied on my bed and try to get to bed. i swear i fell aslp ard 6 in the mornin... and im was about to go into deep in at bout 8.30 am.. my mum shouted and screamed at the maid dunno over wad oso la.. and my eyes are wide open...darn awake..

check my hp... NOT A SINGLE SHIT!!!!
i am very bu shuang now.......


drop him a msg...

mi : still no msg frm u.. finish playin oso nv msg mi, home or not oso dun haf..

no reply....

i called him up.. 4 times before he actually pick up the hp.. the previous 3 time?? he hanged up my call...

mi: whr are u ??
him: slpin at hc hse..
mi: den u nv thot of msgin mi left mi know ar??
him: AH AH AH....
mi: den u go slp first lo
DU DU DU DU DU..... hanged up... zZzZzzZz

im very angry lo... den i msg him ..
and guess wad he reply??

him: AM I A DOG?? MUZ I TELL U EVERYTHING?? MUZ I REPORT TO YOU?

utterly disappointed... i gave up on him on tis relationship..

its not the reporting but juz lettin mi know.. a msg wun take mins to type 30 secs will do.. too taxing?? and its not the first time him usin tis sentence...

does dat mean, all tis while mi tellin u i gg to bed, gg out with frenz is actually reporting? and i'm a DOG too?? its so INSULTING la...

if u find tis as reporting, y do u tell mi u gg out wif ur frenz, u gg to bed, gg to bath , gg play game, gg watch tv when u r home??? isnt tis reporting??

and why u bother telling mi u on the cab home when u juz send mi a msg earlier on sayin u like a dog reporting?? CONTRADICTING....


the problem is never solved.. its revolving round and round...

you claim u r tired.. say im selfish... den r u not?? i slept ard the same time as u.. woke up equally early... am i not tired??? you can even fall aslp in the mist on msgin with mi... wad else can i ask for... we r probably juz not meant to be la...sleep over gf? it applies to u....


wad ever it is.. it juz doesnt reallie pay to b good....

even if i say cannot go, u will rebark saying, my parents oso dun care y u say cannot.. its juz all the shit... den i probably guess u dun nid a gf... u juz nid a frenz....


even a normal frenz who heard frm J dat i had a tough paper and feelin demoralized will msg mi and cheer mi up... wad bout u??? bf over friends?? BULLSHIT.... i dun tink u can play and forget bout ur gf who is muggin late at tat shitty time... like a fool waitin for a never-to-come msg... and gg to accept ur explaination dat have lots of loopholes.. its not like u r dating another girl or wad i dun see y ixxit so hard to juz drop mi a msg durin ur mahjong break or wad.. or mayb he reallie datin other girls dat y so tired... zzzzz.... even if i were out or playin mj or havin fun. i will still drop u a msg or 2 lo...

i deleted happy 14 monthniversary post.. coz its not happy at all.. so no point kipin.. and i takin him permission to my blog off too... i see no point... he said he is not giving in.. so am i...

i got my self conscious and i know i nv did anything bad to him... i nv hide and go out with another guy [ he did it once with his ex], i nv spoil his bday [ he spoiled mine], i nv hide and bluff anything[ he does smokin when im not ard].... i tink i did wad i supposed to do ethically as a gf... i've no regrets...



enuff is enuff....


okies now i gotta concentrate and study...

Mee Siam

mummy cook mee siam for lunch today...
her favourite food.. now dat she recovered she finally can have it again..

and guess wad??
its not onli lunch, she is out now at amk central to get more ingredients dat means its dinner too.... hahas..

the best thing is when mama buy mi back bubble tea =)

TAKING A BREAK !!!

i had a hard time ytd nite, even til now.. im still pondering over my poa paper which is a very very very bad thing... can u imagine, i lied on my bed at 1.30am and i couldnt get to slp coz its runnin thru my mind over and over again til i finally fall asleep after 3.30am... the last time i check my hp for time was 3.30am... arghhh!!

bf came over to pei mi for dinner... mama is out mj-ing, dad is always out on sat... and i'm home with the maid.. i couldnt concentrated so i thot of takin a break.. asked bf if he wanna catch a movie at amk hub..

we caught a 5.10pm show.. "WHAT HAPPEN IN VEGAS".. a very nicer show...comedy and romance... worth watching.. i wanna go VEGAS with you someday... =))
"camerion diaz" and "ashton kutcher"
the way from strangers to husband and wife
the way they bicker
the way they tried to win over the $3million from jackpot[miracle]
the love they developed for each other eventually
amazing...
i love the story plot, i love the actor and actress and i love the endin...

okies enuff said... wanna know more? go catch it.. heee...

after movie we went for dinner...
look at the Queue
its not even dark yet...
GUESS WHERE'S THE PLACE???
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the queue was amazingly long when we reached.. but bo bian oso dere liao juz Q lo...
waited for just a lil while to get sitted down...

sometimes its not the time u wasted on waiting/gettin a place to seat...
but actually, waiting for the food....

look at tis.. no joke... its a approximately 1.5 hrs wait..
the good thing is, we din reallie waited for 1.5hrs... got it serve earlier....


we ordered SAMBAL KANG KONG which was a mistake coz we hardly touch it, needless to say, we din finished it..... on the bright side, it's onli $6 which is pretty cheap compare to other places which cost prolly $8 or $10??

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BEEHOON SOUP CRAB!!!
i always wanted to try it.. else ms rekio lee would ask mi wad am i doin.. live here so long nv try before.. sounds so noob huh.. hahas

i confessed dat i always had chiili crab as i thot they serve best chilli crab.. til ms lee enlighten mi bout butter crab and beehoon soup crab... hahas
we onli managed to finish tis big pot... should say we barely finished it... =)look at the crab... its lookin at mi!!! i dun mean to eat up up.. confession...

the big and yummylicious pincer ...

okies overall review... i would prefer butter over tis beehoon soup.. coz i felt the soup is like butter milk soup... or rather the butter crab add some water... butter crab is definitely a much better choice.. =))

i remembered i once had a beehoon soup crab with bf and his family over at holland road dere or so[vaguely rmbered].. the soup base is fantastic but its losing out on the crab.. its not as big and fleshy den tis once we had... oh ya, bf's father loves crab.. so i had crab-ing session with his family a couple of times.. count myself lucky coz my family seldom eat crab every since my mama is ill... the last time i had crab with my family meaning my mama, dad, sis and bro was on my 21st bday.. see!! how long was it... i had it more frequent wif bf and with bf&family.. honestly, his family loves good and tasty food but tat doesnt mean expensive food.. local delights. hahas.. and the super good thing is they do count mi in.. hahas.. dat is y i emphasize again " i count myself lucky"

okies.. i din relax the entire day OK!!!.. i studied before i head out for a mini mit up session wif him at amk.. and back from dinner i studied again... and im glad to say i've done readin up all the notes for my tues paper and now im juz left with some memorizing and past year question to look thru... tats on the bright side.. on the other hand, i still cant stop tinkin bout it.. and i guess coz im pretty scare i might not make it... which is a damn shitty thing which i can imagine all the harsh word gonna come down right into my face...

i seriously hate it.. hate the feeling hate myself...


took my online spree black pant frm bf... i could fit it in perfectly.. dat means i dun haf to pass it to sis or anybody else.. dat means i got my first ever "formal" pants.... =))

sis is enjoyin herself now is U.S .... hmm ...
i envy her


okies.. back to boring sociology..

counting down to 20 may 08...

im still very bothered til now.. arGHHH!!!!! damn irritating.....

i could hardly concentrate ..........

killed!!!

i got killed by poa paper today...
ARGHHH!!! PISSED!!! SAD!!! ANGRY!!! DEMORALISED!!!!

i missed out a qn which i know how to do it...
5 marks missed out...
nvm..

balance sheet and profit and loss cannot balance...

cashflow cannot balance....

absorption and marginal costing half done....


how can i not fail.....

and if i fail poa again [tis is my 3rd attempt], i gonna change course... i dunno if it means i gotta start all over again. but i know i'm doom doom doom if i fail again....

i'm VERY SAD... VERY VERY VERY VERY i mean.....

i'm so affected now.....ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna kill myself... STAB MI!!!!!!!!




you wouldnt believe tis...
mr J called mi up again. askin mi bout poa paper at the very wrong time....

J: i find the paper very hard ar.. H***G** already... how u find?
mi: very hard la.. i hope to pass 34 onli...
J: i duno le.. i tink i can get 60 plus... my range 35-60plus.. u okie? y u sound so sad??
mi: of coz sad la. if i fail again i nid to change course le... and tis year paper and past year so different. so much more harder...
J: dun sad.. i tok to u again..

i presume he gg to call other ppl up.....

im very botthered by not doin the 5 marks question dat i studied so hard for.... ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! i nid it to pass...

cute and adorable justin

taken sometimes back...
i still love him as much...

i cant wait til next tue!!! =))

2 down 3 more to go!!!

im done with econs. im done with mgt maths. im left with poa on fri, soci on tue and mgt sci mth on 3june. a long along break to further more hard work mugging coz i've not touch msm every since prelim. i gotta the 2 weeks break to focus on msm so i shall leave it til then..

taking a break now, so lets see wad i have done so far..
i revamp my blog. yes again. to a simple blogger free template. i juz wan a white background.
did my poa, so far still okies juz got a couple of equation to memorise, as usual... but seriously, im more afraid of tue soci paper. still got alot alot alot more to read up and memorise and i know i shldnt be bloggin but study.. but come on, i juz feel like taking a break. hahas.

feelin reallie terrible for my careless mistake... i feel so terrible... i got it right initially but i go change it and now its WRONG!!!! the qn is 6 or 8 marks.. well, i know i can still score half of the marks but come to tink of it maybe i nid another half to get my 60%?? or even worse i may nid the half to get a PASS??? ARGHH!! i cant help tinkin... slap mi!!! irritating la... i wanna get tis done and over as soon as possible.. its always like tis.. dun change den wun liddat liao. now damn sucky la the feelin...

I DREAD EXAMS =(

okies cum back to my online shopping...
a couple of my items arrived today, those instock item.. i dont know why, out of a sudden, i dun like the items i purchase... and i begin to feel i just got it for the sake of spendin of money... now im tinkin of sellin it away.. be it yahoo auction or ebay.. implusive buyin?? i tink so... ARGHH!!! i hate it.. anyway, im lookin forward to my F21 and old navy spree... and not forgettin the lasenza spree.. the bra better fit mi.. hahas.. the F21 spree organiser is efficient la.. received an email from her and she said tat the items are already on the way to Vpost..


oh ya, and sis got a Vpost account.. does dat mean i can spree myself next time and save even more? hahas.. and my richie rich sis is heading to U.S tml wif my bro for a 2 weeks long holiday.. she asked mi wad i wanna get from dere, seriously i dunno wad i wan so i told her not to get.. coz in the end i gotta pay myself. initially, i thot of a RL bag or a LACOSTE bag.. each cost 130USD at least which is sgd 200??? including tax.. den cum to tink of it she might not get the one i wanted la her taste and mine is DIFFERENT!!! so better not risk my $$$.... den i was tinkin of a wallet.. she might b gettin coach or wad if she see any nice one[for ya info , she is very brand conscious and i mean VERY].. i wanted a wallet too, its on my list for a long time. but im afraid she wun get the kind im lookin for. so just forget it la.. and next up, my evil bro cum temptin me to get an iphone and he said he goin to buy 5 sets back to sell. dunno real a not.. i wanna get an IPHONE but its gonna cost $600...its on my mind for darn long.. and im very tempted.. and then im very scare dat the iphone fail mi. and im doom coz once it is cracked NO WARRANTY... and you know la i very suay one. but things always got problem especially those gadgets... so better not risk. and good news is SINGTEL is bringin in IPHONE in JUNE[earliest] .. so if i reallie wan it prolly wait til my contract ends or wad so ever den get la. at least it's a 1 year warranty..

a super wordy post... no pics = no life.. onli stay home...

okies back to poa now..

variances, NPV, cash budget, cashflow,balance sheet and profit and loss... i'll try to understand you and love you more.. pls love mi more too... let mi get u right!!! =)

i wanna stab myself for the careless mistakes i made!!!

im a big money spender...

i cant go out to shop due to exams....

so wad??

dere is always online shoppin and spree....

alone on spree.....

F21 $32.02
= tank top and sunglass[i changed my mind on the sandal]

and

old navy $ 108.61
= 2 man classic slippers[ for bf] , 2 woman classic slipper , white clear panel tote bag, a white tank top, a plain black bikini set[top and bottom]

and

lasenza $17.94
spree wif nana, got ourselves BRAs...


dat guy of mine, dunno how he wear the sandals i got for him frm NUM during xmas... the strap came off.. good thing is i got it at 50%... hahas.. thanks to my neighbour-cum-gyss junior.. hahas

okies dats onli on spree...

still got online shoppin
-a black smock tube[sending to my hse]
-a f21 yellow camis[sending to my hse]
-a brown vintage belt[sending to my hse]

-a white bf tee[sendin to bf'hse]
-a satin work pant[sending to bf's hse]
ok the satin pant is frm my previous spree...

i send some of my items to bf's hse.. hahas den my mama wun nag mi for buyin so many things at once...

see how much i spend juz by stayin home.... i see my bank depreciating... hahas
dat means i gotta workin harder during hols!!! =))

some times it just simply irritate me....

and when i tried to ignore, it just got me down harder....


ytd
back frm econs paper, came online...j msn mi askin mi how's the paper... hahas.. i act busy, no reply...

so i thot okies so tat's it..

but apparently, not the case..

today,
he called mi up... and i picked up.. not i dumb or wad juz tat he uses his hse phone which i dun haf de number..
and starts the dreadful conversation for mi...

j: how u feel about the paper??
mi: hm okie lo.. can pass can liao.

and he start his story telling...

"wah, i found the paper very tough le.. but i tink i can score 90 plus.. if i interpret the last marco qn correctly i will get 90 for sure... im very confident.. coz my prelim i nv study mirco onli study marco my marco got 50 full marks and micro i do the budget contrainst onli and i got it right .. den amos[uol lecturer] said in the lecture onli 1 person got it right then heng la its mi... "

i dunno wad to reply.. i was like hahas.. ixit den good lo...

den he continued
" wah, den today stats paper oso very hard lo.. i come out ask others they all say hope 35 can pass can liao.. but i dun wan pass onli i aim for A"

i seriously dunno wad to reply... i thot him.. sure can one la stats le last time study before...
and i seriously regret sayin tis..

he continued
"no lo.. different.. but okie la im confident can score A... anyway, accounts paper comin.. u got qn can ask mi. u know la prelim i nv study much i score quite good oso.. last time i study before. so ya i tink i can score A..."

speechless.... tis time my speechless was rite... coz he finally hang up the phone...


its not dat i dun like to talk to him... its like.. i dunno how to put it across but maybe cause i dun reallie like the way he present himself.. especially when he say is how tough 有多tough就有多tough.. but he wrap up with he confident in gettin 90plus.!!! duh.. how contradicting...

mayb he is very confident dat he can score which is very good for him...
for mi i dun aim high juz pass okie liao coz i haf flunk it twice wad else more can i hope for...

alrite, i just find it very irritating when u say its tough but u can score 90plus... duh...

mayb, if u place it across like," i felt it was okie overall but i tink i might score 90 if i gt the qn right"...

i will definitely not feel so irritated compare to now.... and it reallie get on my nerves as im startin to get worried bout my econs paper whether i can pass... i'm very sure i will tink of it every now and then.. ARGHHH!!! back to square....

irritating.. irritated...

我不喜欢虚伪的人！！！ 太假了！！！

one down four more to go....
im down with flu and i lost my voice... =((

coughin and blowin my nose in the hall was one of my tactic to distract others. hahas.. =))

did i kill the paper or get killed??? arghhh..

bf was nice today to pick mi up at expo even thou he was a lil late.. hahas...
we was giggling and laughin along the way coz i decided not to tink bout the paper like previous years dat made mi damn affected and couldnt concentrate on my other paper...

so everything was okie.. i felt i could pass but mayb not 60 and above. which was quite disappointing.. coz i did alot of past year qn and surprisingly tis year qn was no where near last year or last last year's paper..

okies

onli til i told bf dat the language part killed mi.. my english is poor i admit and dat irritating uol uses darn tough english...

okies i interpreted tis half correctly or half wrong....

"government decided to devote a tax [to benefit... ... ...]"

so i presume is the reducing in tax...
but
but
but
dat guy told mi is not exactly reduced but actually payin the same tax but at the end of the day with a tax rebate.... and if its like wad he said... my multiplier and eqn is wrong.. shitty shit... i hope they do accept my ans....

i was darn demoralise... im so afraid im wrong... and i wun get thru.. omg omg omg... ARGHHH!!!!

wadever it is... i juz hope and pray i clear tis time round la....


devote devote devote.....

MY BATTLE WITH UOL STARTS TML..

AM I PREPARED??
MORE OR LESS I GUESS... I HAF DONE THE TUTORIALS AND PAST YEARS QN AGAIN N AGAIN.. I HOPE I CAN DO IT TIS TIME ROUND...

I SHOULD BE MORE CONFIDENT AND NOT B SCARED OF THE SUPER DUPER BIG EXPO HALL ONE.... THE FREAKIN HALL ALWAYS FREAK MI OUT AND I WENT BLANK BLANK BLANK... =(

ARGHH...
NOSE STILL BLOCK...
THROAT STILL UNCOMFY...
CHEST STILL HURTS WHEN COUGHIN...


GOOD THING IS....
I DUN HAF TO TAKE BUS-TRAIN-TRAIN-TRAIN TO EXPO... MY PAPA OFFER TO FETCH MI DOWN WHICH IS A SUPER DUPER GOOD THINGY...


IM WANNA PASS THE PAPER WITH AT LEAST 60%... SO IF DUN SEE MI BLOG BOUT HOW COMFIDENT I AM. DEN IM PROBABLY DOOM.... =)) HAHAS!!!


SILLY HAS GOT NO SKOOL TML... N HE PROMISED MI TO B DOWN AT EXPO TO PICK MI UP!!! YAY!!!


OKIES.. BACK TO MY NOTES!!!.....

WISH MI LUCK LUCK PPL!!!!
WISH MI LUCK LUCK PPL!!!!
WISH MI LUCK LUCK PPL!!!!
WISH MI LUCK LUCK PPL!!!!
WISH MI LUCK LUCK PPL!!!!

a long and wordy post

went out for dinner ytd... its sun.. not wif bf... its wif my FAMILY!!!! to celebrate MUMMY'S DAY in advance...

due to my exams, we had dinner at a restaurant nearby... oh well oh well....
we aint late.. we reached bout 6plus but definitely before 6.30pm.. the aircon seats are all taken or reserved.. so its either, we take a seat out or go to the other nearest branch at GrassRoot Club next to NYP.. aiya.. dats so troublesome n not sure if dere is seats available or gotta take a long wait..

so in the end, we juz sat outside... ARGHHH.. dats when the blood starts to boil... hahas..

the weather is so humid, makin us so easily pek cek and they dun seem to do they job better...

shortage of staff??? its always been de case... last yr oso liddat.. kena frm my sister one times jialat jialat..

tis time again.. hahas... but its kinda hilarious la.. i was laughin at once of the staff which i felt very bad too..

tis particular staff A...dunno is eyes gt prob or maths got prob.. we ming ming is table for 5.. but some how he always make 4 shares...

incident 1 : while pouring the soya sauce... he poured 4 of us and left bro's saucer out... so i told bro "ohhh.. he dun like u"...

incident 2 : serving us rice... he brought 4 bowl instead of five... aiyo.. second time liao..

and tis is damn funny...
mad mad one my family, we knew its hot sittin out.. guess wad?? WE ORDERED TEA!!! omg.. i eat til damn pek cek, im practically perspiring.. and my bro oso buay tahan.. SO, we ordered a jug of baileys ... and we was wonderin if staff A will bring us cups or will he juz bring 4??

in the end...

he came juz with the jug of baileys.. no cups...!!!! OMG!! den he asked us how many cups we want.. hmm... haha i was laughin to myself la.. so is sis n bro.. hahas..

frm tis point of view.. i can REALLY see he is a TRAINEE.. and he definitely nid alot of TRAINING...

and last to prove the restaurant with minima SERVIVCE... the so called "captain" missed out our dessert and we wait darn long..


overall, its was an UNPLEASANT DINNER


my mummy kip sayin her daughter, mi, VERY UGLY... say i lost weight when the fact is i never... instead im puttin on weight.. i even stand on the weigh machine to prove her wrong...i merely juz get more TANNED.. .. so tanned can reallie make someone look skinnier... hahas.. im gg to tanned myself CHAO TA at REDANG!!!!

hahas.. okies. we R gg to REDANG.. n its gg to b a JOYOUS OUTING.. so b HAPPY!!! hahas

to ena: it was reallie kinda last min... so dun tink too much k.. =))

to nana: dun sianz... its not easy doin the plannin... NEXT TIME ROUND I WILL DO THE PLANNING...I VOLUNTEER, prolly next hols.. i love PLANNING!!! seriously i do... i wanna go HKG, BKK and on a CRUISE.. i nv been on a cruise...so mountain turtle!!!


i know its a lil mad. but i really do enjoy plannin .. hee. especially big events.. the times i plan to surprise bf dat went successfully and oso his bday plan dat went super successfully for mi is reallie an achievement and i like dat kinda feelin.. even til now im so proud of myself.. hahas.. i managed to hide the cake in de refrig without anyone knowin for the 3d2n stay over and oso the hiddin of the present in his room dat make him go treasure huntin.. oh ya. and my youtube video for him dat i typed wrong.. hahas a supposedly 23rd bday became 22nd.. hahas.. when i realise it was wrong its too late!!! haha so juz go with it..
but definitely, i like my plannin to go accordin to wad i haf in mind.. i wun prolly onli tink dats de best!!! =))


another important decision in my life is.....
AFTER I GRAD FRM SIM NEXT YEAR... IF I CAN MAKE IT NEXT YR WHICH I MUST.. I WILL GO NIE TO FULFILL MY DREAM AS A TEACHER... i reallie hope they do accept my uol deg.. if not im doom.. gg to fight jobs with SMU, NUS,NTU and other uni ppl.. i dun tink i can survive well...
im tinkin far... coz i see my sis example... she is so successful now.. i wanna b like her... when she is at my age, her bank has got a small 5digit figure which im workin damn hard for now... she nv go for branded goods til she started workin.. and dun b amazed.. SHE DUN WORK PART TIME!!! so its all her savings over the yrs... im so damn impressed.. im gonna work toward my small 5digits too.. and i wanna get an SECOND UPPER pls grant my wish...


alrites.. actually i got alot more to blog.. tink i better leave it to next time...



counting down to 8 mays
self declare half hols on 20 may
here cum hols on 3june

my new TEE!!!


my forever failin mi 5 months old hp
its damn chui now.. the paint is cumin off... i can see white instead of silver...

my dinner from the new western food stall..
not very fantastic..
v hard the meat.


buried myself under econs and poa the entire day... takin a break now...

OLX im ur friend... i dun wan go hols with BF.. i go hols wif U!!!! =))

LABOUR DAY!!!

i gave myself a day off... to mit up wif bf...
went to lacoste to check the bags. but but but.. no bags dere.. zzz. nvm.. so drop by ralph lauren again... same few items. i dun reallie like the colours of the new range.. so tinkin if i shld get online.. more diff color which i prolly will...

had lunch at AJISEN
my second time tryin it =)
the soup based is nice...


while waitin for our food... i took the chance to snap ... its so packed dat we gotta share the split table.

here comes our sides and main
we had
soft shell crab and prawn mayo for sides
my Tomyum Ramen and his Crayfish Ramen


afterwhich, drop by ISETAN to try my luck.. but to no avail.. nvm... headed down to FAREAST and i got myself a WHITE "I HEART NY" tee.. hee.. i know its been sometimes for tis tee.. but when i saw it again online i tink i like it. so juz gt it home.. =))

we wanted to catch IRON MAN.. took a bus down to PlazaSing... saw the freakin long Q and the time slot available, we decided to watch a later show..

bought 2 slices of cakes ..
WHITE CHOCOLATE MACADEMIA
CHOCOLATE BANANA
as promised, i would get the cakes from SECRET RECIPE for bf's sis to try..
she loves bakin and desserts...

CANDID

head back home.. wanted to dropped by SLS to get his mouse. but the scorchin sun is meltin us... so we thot is would b better to drop by at a later timing ... its not a near walk frm PS to SLS...
bus-ed home...

some of his relatives are at his hse to visit them.. oh.... i dun reallie like dat kinda feelin.. im nt a good entertainer.. all i can do is entertain justin... hahas.. do wad he says... "BAO BAO" & "WALK WALK" ...

okies like i say... we r gg SLS at a later timin.. so there we went.. and he got his mouse for freakin $85... hmm i wun get sucha expensive mouse. but for him.... he juz wanted something GOOD.. .. hahas... most importantly he love it... =)

back to his place for dinner.... the walk to and fro frm SLQ makes mi darn sticky... the humid weather is meltin mi and its wun end til oct i guess... ARGHH...
slacked
play with justin
watch tv
and
DESSERT TIME!!!
i had mango puddin earlier on[ made by bf's sis]
and NOW we had the CAKES..
both VOTED for the WHITE CHOC MACADAMIA...
n im so glad i made the rite choice on gettin dat... i knew he loves macademia n i bet he will love it.. as predicted.. he had it despite sayin he dun like cakes.. hahas.. his sis n i was like " AIYA SAY ONLI LA.. IN THE END OSO EAT".. hahas...

had a great time but at the same time feelin darn guilty coz i din study much today except readin up some past years question... so i msged hy n cel for muggin session tml back at skool.. so ya cmf gg back skool to mug wif hy.. as for cel, dat girl is horrible, she is out now clubbin wif her frenz so prolly can onli cmf wif mi tml or so...


plans for tml
mit bf at 10.15am for breakfast [coz he got a long break in btw klasses]
mit hy in skool for lunch at 1pm
study study study
study study
study
til
evening 7plus 8
home sweet home


arghhh..
my stomach is feelin weird. so is his. i guess is the lunch. hahas..
the feelin is worst than havin butterfly in my stomach.. boohoooo...
poopoo-ed

okies... nitez ppl
wish mi lucks!!!!