it doesnt pay to be good....
seriously, it doesnt pay to be good ....
tryin to b a ultra nice gf ytd.. but got shit in return...
him: hc ask mi go his hse play mj, can i go??
mi: mi go lo.. win more. hahas..
msg msg msg... til he reached the play...
time : 11pm...
and so to kip myself occupied and do something quality, i studied... study study study... look up..
OMG, its freakin 3am.. not a single msg from him.. nvm.. so i dropped him a msg... tryin to act cute...
mi: EeeEeee.. u forget bout mi.. booo...
him: no ar.. hugs hugs dear..
sound so fu yan... okies nvm.. i stop replyin and back to study and see if he will auto msg mi...
so i study study study. look up.. 5 am... wow time passes darn fast...
still not a single msg... wo kai shi bu shuang le..
msg him
mi: u nv thot of msg-ing mi one ar...
him: i very tired wan fast finish and go home...
mi: den during ur breaks u cannot juz drop mi a msg meh....
him: sorry dear
sound so fu yan again.. nvm... and so i lied on my bed and try to get to bed. i swear i fell aslp ard 6 in the mornin... and im was about to go into deep in at bout 8.30 am.. my mum shouted and screamed at the maid dunno over wad oso la.. and my eyes are wide open...darn awake..
check my hp... NOT A SINGLE SHIT!!!!
i am very bu shuang now.......
drop him a msg...
mi : still no msg frm u.. finish playin oso nv msg mi, home or not oso dun haf..
no reply....
i called him up.. 4 times before he actually pick up the hp.. the previous 3 time?? he hanged up my call...
mi: whr are u ??
him: slpin at hc hse..
mi: den u nv thot of msgin mi left mi know ar??
him: AH AH AH....
mi: den u go slp first lo
DU DU DU DU DU..... hanged up... zZzZzzZz
im very angry lo... den i msg him ..
and guess wad he reply??
him: AM I A DOG?? MUZ I TELL U EVERYTHING?? MUZ I REPORT TO YOU?
utterly disappointed... i gave up on him on tis relationship..
its not the reporting but juz lettin mi know.. a msg wun take mins to type 30 secs will do.. too taxing?? and its not the first time him usin tis sentence...
does dat mean, all tis while mi tellin u i gg to bed, gg out with frenz is actually reporting? and i'm a DOG too?? its so INSULTING la...
if u find tis as reporting, y do u tell mi u gg out wif ur frenz, u gg to bed, gg to bath , gg play game, gg watch tv when u r home??? isnt tis reporting??
and why u bother telling mi u on the cab home when u juz send mi a msg earlier on sayin u like a dog reporting?? CONTRADICTING....
the problem is never solved.. its revolving round and round...
you claim u r tired.. say im selfish... den r u not?? i slept ard the same time as u.. woke up equally early... am i not tired??? you can even fall aslp in the mist on msgin with mi... wad else can i ask for... we r probably juz not meant to be la...sleep over gf? it applies to u....
wad ever it is.. it juz doesnt reallie pay to b good....
even if i say cannot go, u will rebark saying, my parents oso dun care y u say cannot.. its juz all the shit... den i probably guess u dun nid a gf... u juz nid a frenz....
even a normal frenz who heard frm J dat i had a tough paper and feelin demoralized will msg mi and cheer mi up... wad bout u??? bf over friends?? BULLSHIT.... i dun tink u can play and forget bout ur gf who is muggin late at tat shitty time... like a fool waitin for a never-to-come msg... and gg to accept ur explaination dat have lots of loopholes.. its not like u r dating another girl or wad i dun see y ixxit so hard to juz drop mi a msg durin ur mahjong break or wad.. or mayb he reallie datin other girls dat y so tired... zzzzz.... even if i were out or playin mj or havin fun. i will still drop u a msg or 2 lo...
i deleted happy 14 monthniversary post.. coz its not happy at all.. so no point kipin.. and i takin him permission to my blog off too... i see no point... he said he is not giving in.. so am i...
i got my self conscious and i know i nv did anything bad to him... i nv hide and go out with another guy [ he did it once with his ex], i nv spoil his bday [ he spoiled mine], i nv hide and bluff anything[ he does smokin when im not ard].... i tink i did wad i supposed to do ethically as a gf... i've no regrets...
enuff is enuff....
okies now i gotta concentrate and study...
tryin to b a ultra nice gf ytd.. but got shit in return...
him: hc ask mi go his hse play mj, can i go??
mi: mi go lo.. win more. hahas..
msg msg msg... til he reached the play...
time : 11pm...
and so to kip myself occupied and do something quality, i studied... study study study... look up..
OMG, its freakin 3am.. not a single msg from him.. nvm.. so i dropped him a msg... tryin to act cute...
mi: EeeEeee.. u forget bout mi.. booo...
him: no ar.. hugs hugs dear..
sound so fu yan... okies nvm.. i stop replyin and back to study and see if he will auto msg mi...
so i study study study. look up.. 5 am... wow time passes darn fast...
still not a single msg... wo kai shi bu shuang le..
msg him
mi: u nv thot of msg-ing mi one ar...
him: i very tired wan fast finish and go home...
mi: den during ur breaks u cannot juz drop mi a msg meh....
him: sorry dear
sound so fu yan again.. nvm... and so i lied on my bed and try to get to bed. i swear i fell aslp ard 6 in the mornin... and im was about to go into deep in at bout 8.30 am.. my mum shouted and screamed at the maid dunno over wad oso la.. and my eyes are wide open...darn awake..
check my hp... NOT A SINGLE SHIT!!!!
i am very bu shuang now.......
drop him a msg...
mi : still no msg frm u.. finish playin oso nv msg mi, home or not oso dun haf..
no reply....
i called him up.. 4 times before he actually pick up the hp.. the previous 3 time?? he hanged up my call...
mi: whr are u ??
him: slpin at hc hse..
mi: den u nv thot of msgin mi left mi know ar??
him: AH AH AH....
mi: den u go slp first lo
DU DU DU DU DU..... hanged up... zZzZzzZz
im very angry lo... den i msg him ..
and guess wad he reply??
him: AM I A DOG?? MUZ I TELL U EVERYTHING?? MUZ I REPORT TO YOU?
utterly disappointed... i gave up on him on tis relationship..
its not the reporting but juz lettin mi know.. a msg wun take mins to type 30 secs will do.. too taxing?? and its not the first time him usin tis sentence...
does dat mean, all tis while mi tellin u i gg to bed, gg out with frenz is actually reporting? and i'm a DOG too?? its so INSULTING la...
if u find tis as reporting, y do u tell mi u gg out wif ur frenz, u gg to bed, gg to bath , gg play game, gg watch tv when u r home??? isnt tis reporting??
and why u bother telling mi u on the cab home when u juz send mi a msg earlier on sayin u like a dog reporting?? CONTRADICTING....
the problem is never solved.. its revolving round and round...
you claim u r tired.. say im selfish... den r u not?? i slept ard the same time as u.. woke up equally early... am i not tired??? you can even fall aslp in the mist on msgin with mi... wad else can i ask for... we r probably juz not meant to be la...sleep over gf? it applies to u....
wad ever it is.. it juz doesnt reallie pay to b good....
even if i say cannot go, u will rebark saying, my parents oso dun care y u say cannot.. its juz all the shit... den i probably guess u dun nid a gf... u juz nid a frenz....
even a normal frenz who heard frm J dat i had a tough paper and feelin demoralized will msg mi and cheer mi up... wad bout u??? bf over friends?? BULLSHIT.... i dun tink u can play and forget bout ur gf who is muggin late at tat shitty time... like a fool waitin for a never-to-come msg... and gg to accept ur explaination dat have lots of loopholes.. its not like u r dating another girl or wad i dun see y ixxit so hard to juz drop mi a msg durin ur mahjong break or wad.. or mayb he reallie datin other girls dat y so tired... zzzzz.... even if i were out or playin mj or havin fun. i will still drop u a msg or 2 lo...
i deleted happy 14 monthniversary post.. coz its not happy at all.. so no point kipin.. and i takin him permission to my blog off too... i see no point... he said he is not giving in.. so am i...
i got my self conscious and i know i nv did anything bad to him... i nv hide and go out with another guy [ he did it once with his ex], i nv spoil his bday [ he spoiled mine], i nv hide and bluff anything[ he does smokin when im not ard].... i tink i did wad i supposed to do ethically as a gf... i've no regrets...
enuff is enuff....
okies now i gotta concentrate and study...
posted by yen at
11:28 AM
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