decided to set password for my blog.. coz i find it more troublesome to change a new blog add... lazy to tink of one.. but when tinkin of my password its equally tiring.. actually i juz wan my blog to b more confidential.. onli my gers n him to read.. i still find somethings i dun wanna let ppl know la.. hmm... i dun like it when nt-so-close frenz cum askin mi bout tis n tat..

n somethin i knew... which is pretty bad. but i juz cant say it out... ryan somehow got hold of ch blog.. n he reads his blog all bout mi.... n he gav it to jul... n dere was one post ch sayin he dun like jul. n jul knew it.. so ggyh lo... well.. i still tink if ch doesnt wanna gif them his blog.. they shld read.. its his privacy afterall.. but i know its like they found it online. so no fault. but as a frenz i tink at least a basic respect ba..hmmm.. i feel like tellin ch..they are readin ur blog.. ur every single post. i tink i shldnt la.. but i still choose to tell him... i dunno y oso.. mayb i juz feel he shld know. its his privacy..

sometimes our thinkin our mindset is juz so diff... i mean my jc klass... things have changed... ever since when i dunno.. all i can say is changed... dere's no more true ans.. cover up n lies are all ard... i wun b de one askin them for any meet up anymore i guess unless they asked mi too... my piority has changed once again.. it used to b family, girls, class n frenz.... now is family, girls n him........... class?? no more le ba... i'm juz disappointed.. my girls haf nv failed mi before.. when i needed them, they will always b here listenin n advice mi wat to do...n nt plain tellin mi... thanks dearies... i reallie wan meet up badly.. haiz...