01.10.07

i wanna sleep so badly.. i'm tired i'm exhausted.. but as when i lied on my bed my eyes open real wide.. my mind couldnt settle down.. its still as active.. n hence i decided to update my blog before i head back to bed.. i tried to slp at abt 10.30pm and now its 12 am... i'm still awake. tats real bad huh.... hai...

alrite. wad haf i down today??? as usual its a mon.. n so my day to mit up wif my dear... haha both of us woke up damn early... we met up at 9.30am at thomson plaza for yakun breakfast.... it haf been sometime since i last had yakun n needless to say BREAKFAST... so i'm glad....

took some pics as i set off frm hm.. haha i'm bored.. n its early in de mornin.. so gloomy and grouchy.. sianz...

after breakfast, we head back to dear's hse... wanted to go tanning. but de weather is nt cooperating at all.. its hot yet cloudy... humid weather tat makes both of us darn sianz... reached his hse bout 10plus 11..... n he was so tired tat he fell aslp.. n mi.. haha happily entertainin myself wif his com n some photo takin. heee....

his table is filled wif us.. haha our photo.. hee..i wonder how often he actually take a good look at those pic.... n when he is slpin i was playin wif his hp. n i chance upon tis pic.... well, nt exactly chance upon.. actually, all along i knew it was dere juz tat i din sound out... so i decided to ask him bout tis... its actually a pic of him n his ex... so i asked " when u gg to kip tis pic til??".. den he say " delete lo i oso nv look at it one" n he deleted it i tink. hmmm.. juz din reallie like it.. imagine is my hp storin my ex pic.. even if i tell u i nv look at it. i bet u wont b happy oso.. ya.. n so funny lo.. his ex left him a comment in friendster... den as he checkin his friendste wif mi by his side.. we both saw de comment.. n he hugged mi so tightly askin mi to leng jing.. haha he knows i will b agitated. LOL...


promised my mama i'll b back hm for dinner.. n i kept my promise.. wad made mi glad was.. ..... my rabbit is clean and dry.. OMG.. its so clean now.. but it dun haf my smell anymore. i gotta start buildin it again...... it smell so of de detergent... sad...... =(

anyway, mama gg for her chemo session tml (tue).. last 2 sessions.. soon it gonna be over.. n she can haf all de fun all over again.. hee.. happy for her... oh ya. n today, dad n mum went to see ktv set after mama had her blood test at KK n they decided to buy or rather bought tis set for $1600... i was like huh so EXP la.. den mama said " okies la nt v exp. gt cheaper on but i tink de sound nt so nice.." i was tinkin.. singing at hm for leisure onli lo. oso nt professional.. well, she happy can liao now tat she's de queen... if it was mi.. my heart really aches for tat kinda money spent lo..

ohya.... i msged him early in de morning

mi: HAPPY CHILDREN DAY!!! whr's my present??
him: u still children meh??
mi: ya lo.. u dunno meh... lol...

alrite la.. i'm nt children but i juz like gifts n surprises.. haha =)


oh something to share....
i haf a frenz.. her mama is ill too. like my mama.. n ytd she chat wif mi over at msn. den she told mi she is stressed... over work, skool, family and bgr.... well, i know her thru work n i know her bf thru nic. they are skoolmates years ago. haha.. i felt wad she is gg thru is something tat i haf gone thru u see... similar prob..
she is workin full time n studyin part time... now tat her mama is sick she gotta spend more wif her mama definitely.. n she oso gotta spend time wif her bf..
at tis point, i tink de bf gotta b real understandin... i'm glad my boy was understandin enuff.. even if we mit juz once a week he has no complaint.. hugs... but wad bout my frenz?? things may nt turn out tat well.. due to some misunderstandin, her bf refuse to go to her hse anymore.. i tink its juz nt rite lo. if i haf de luxury of my bf able to cum my hse i will b damn glad la.. too bad i dun.. n due to some issue, she thot of givin up her bf tinkin he wld b happier n more freedom wifout her.. well, i tink its damn nt right lo..
ppl may haf de say" if u love somebody, u dun haf to possess him/her, as long as he/she is happy"
come on la.. how true.. if he reallie love u, he wun mind lesser mit up yet he wld b more understandin to ur situation... and if her reallie love u, he wun b happier wifout u for sure... i wanted to tell her tat so much. but i guess at dis point she cant reallie take it ba. so take it slowly lo..
but i'm glad, today, de bf decided to go find her to settle de prob i guess rather den mitin nic for dinner... i hope everything turn out fine..
i juz find it dumb to end a rls tat cumin to a yr.. juz becoz of a small hinderance tat could b overcome mayb nt so soon but like couple of mths lo.. endure????

anyway, i know de both party.... so ya no matter wad i still hope de best to turn out...

omg... i'm even more awake after bloggin tis..