31.08.07
town
...a long long post...

i enjoyed
my entire day....

first, dear came to amk to wait for mi.... good boy.but anyway since he hols now he got no excuse to b tat busy yet... den we head down to town to settle my resignation thingy..bought rocher back for them but sad to say not many whom i know off still around dere so nvm lo. to those closer ones i left choc in their lockers.. but i muz say tis, as when i step into de shop i felt distant but when i tok to my big sis YY i felt close n when i step into de store i felt even closer.. they kept my locker untouch.. no one haf been usin my lockers.. its still my stuff in dat for de pass cumin 2 mth?? hahas.. but sad to say i gotta leave.. surrender my name tag n my medical care.. something i earn for myself n of coz de $50 cashierin allowance. i gotta let it a go too.. sad but well like i say i dun haf a choice. so most probably i gotta go back to tuition-ing to earn some fast cash for my hp bill n miscellaneous.. yup..

afterwhich, we headed to a new shop called " cotton on" at wisma beside forever21.. hmm de clothes dere r cheap but nt to my liking so din get anything.. den we had our dinner at SAKAE..

de food was alrite. but dear juz complaint to mi say his stomach is complainin. due to de sushi?? but i'm perfectly fine le.. or ixxit ur stomach dun like any raw food?? hahas


... we r juz bored while waitin for de food... hehe... so photo takin session... my short hair made my face look so round n chubby. i dun wan fat fat.... dear's sis almost kill mi when i say i felt fat.. hahas

after dinner, we went to hereen, i wanna check it our num havianas slipper coz my poor white sandals, de sole haf wore off.. i dun wanna fall n die some day.. i saw tis back n orange sandals.. de strip is orange wif black base kinda cool.. mayb wanna get tat?? i tink some other day when i got de chance to go back dere again. but again i actually kinda like de purple butterfly series.. but den like i say its slippers n nt sandals.. so its either u wana spend $26.90 for slippers or $49.90 for sandals.. haiz.. $$$ matters..

decided to take a neo print. since we both dressed so nicely.. it has been sometimes since we last dressed so nicely... we r always out in short n tee or berms n tees... finally....
but at a moment i was angry... coz found a lighter in his pocket... den he explained claimin he nv smoke den okie lo. i gotta believe him... told him again i dun like smokers.. nt exactly dun like tat kind.. i dun mind my frenz smokes but definitely nt my bf.... yup. hee..

last stop in town, we headed to cine.. saw tis tee n i fell in love wif it... i like de woman figure somehow.. i find it cool n artistic.. but tis not-so-good quality tee is aint cheap okie... it cost mi $17.90.. but okie la since skool is startin i will wear it often de ba...


n dere ends my journey in town. it has been a long time since i last been to town seriously.... still as usual crowded.. sianz...

next stop.... mustafa center, to get drypers for baby justin... hmmm n headed back to dears hse rot n watch tv til 11.. din manage to play wif baby justin.. he slp so early 8 plus onli.. he deep sleep liao.. but i muz say baby justin is enjoyin good life.. hahas aircon every nite.. hahas..n most importantly he is de new KING... haha...i reluctantly made my way hm.. haiz kena con by taxi driver again.. u see "again"?? haiz.. drive mi a different route back to amk.. n it definitely cost more.. but nvm la... my poor boy foot de bill for sakae n neo print.. i wanna pay but he dun let mi. thanks baby. hugs.. so pay de cabby fare is alrite... worth it ba. haha but angry wif de uncle la.. zzz

i'm slightly happier... dear explained to mi bout de previous post..n he reallie made my day today except for de lighter part, turn off.. n i guess i'm less bothered by de things tat happen tat i lose a frenz.. coz after much ponderin, i realise mayb 'm nt reallie a close frenz to her like she claim.. coz simply 1)she din attempt to clarify wif mi n even when i wanna clear it she aint interested 2)she said i din tell her de truth tat i was wif nic sayin i dun trust her.. but she dun understand its hard coz couples workin together is reallie nt tat gd.. but in return she din trust mi as well. when she found another job n quit gior, i asked her but she told mi she nt workin...3) most importantly i dun felt de muture trust n i reallie felt i did my part... like when i heard bout his grandpa thingy i send my regards as a form of care n concern. but wat happen to my mama i receive non frm her.. so ya.. wads de point like i always said..i'm juz pretty concern tat if we were to bump into each other in skool or even coincidentally in de same klass.. haiz.. it sounds so bad lo...even if bumpin in my jc frenz in skool, shld i say hi smile n walked away or shld i pretend to b busy n nv see them??? but anyway, i wonder how long will my happiness last?? til my results r out?? shattered i guess i will be..

i hope nana is doin fine wif her prob..
i hope ena is doin fine in aussie..
i hope koko is copin well without a job..
i hope xuan is able to handle her busi-ness..
i hope jojo can cum back soon..

and

i wanna thank my gers for their unlimited care n concern...
i wanna thank my baby bein dere for mi when i'm at de bottom of my life..

=)