I've learnt to CHERISH.....

issue 1 : my FAMILY
my mama bought a $800 worth of health product tat could last bout a month.... hmmm... i was shock to see de amt.. furthermore, its nt 100% safe i guess... but well, no matter wat we tell mama, she oso wun listen one.. coz she told us is her frenz who oso undergo chemo recommend it to her.. so well, i told her u try for a mth see got use a not lo. if nt den dun continue.. simply becoz we dunno de exact content in de medicine so we wldnt know if it helps or will make her feel worsen.. as u know some unknown medicine can cause kidney or liver failure kind.. so ya i'm pretty worried.. however, if tis could make her feel better... y nt... she is feelin so depressed... finally, i decided to try on mama's meal tat my aunty cook... it reallie taste bland.. i gotta secretly add some salt in... i know deep in mama is sufferin much...i hope my mummy get well soon... i love my mummy...

issue 2 : my RELATIONSHIP
i reallie missed those times we spent over at taiwan.... where we leave all our burden behind n enjoy ourselves to de fullest...

on de airplane, i lied on ur shoulder n u lied on my face n dere we entered our dreamland.. or i lied on ur laps wif ur arms over mi.. i juz felt so warmth..

on de streets, u held my hands n always by my side... i guess u r a lil afraid i got lost ba.. haha.. lost sheep... and u tryin to make mi laugh whenever i'm pek cek wif de super hot weather...

in de hotel, we played wif thunder slap before we get to bed... ur snorin tat makes mi feel like kickin u down de bed... de wake up call for koko every mornin n we pushed each other to get bathe first.. n of coz de hugs, mornin n good nite kisses tat kip every thing goin...

didnt we just enjoyed ourselves??? but i'm sad to say it ended pretty fast too...

those were de good times

how about de bad???

de quarrels we haf.. now if i were to tink back. a couple is trivial n a couple is major... i agree wif wat u said bout understandin each other more each time we quarrel.. but still... we nv knew how much it affected us. de impact n all...

i'm glad somehow we dun haf to go thru those army days whr every relationship is being tested. so most prolly we save a lot of quarrels but we nv had de chance of gettin our relationship tested.. hahas contradicting ya..

sometimes i hope i get more sense of security frm u. but how?? i seriously dunno.. hahas. i dunno if i'm possessive or demandin.. mayb u can tell mi?? hahas

but smth i haf been tinkin bout.. when u told mi u still haf ur ex clothing wif u, i'm feelin okies.. but when i asked u to return it to her, i felt smth seems to b holdin u back... i know most prolly de ans i will get frm u is tat u dun wanna contact her, ur heart is wif mi or even believe it or not up to u.... but i juz couldnt stop thinkin y u still wanna kip it long for sometimes?? u miss her?? u wanna kip some of her things or even u still hold a lil feelin?? but well again, i know wat u gonna tell mi " no i got no more feelin for her... i nv wanna kip her things i even tink of throwin it...and all.." i knew wat i gonna get. but mayb its juz a feelin or de thots i haf.. mayb coz i too free to tink bout all these...

but never the less i reallie truly enjoy every single min n secs spent wif u... i nv regretted steppin into tis relationship. i jus hope it gets better....

issue 3 : my FRENZ
i love my frenz.. i love my gers... whenever i nided them..nv fail they r by my side thanks.. especially the constant concern tat kips mi feelin de care in which nt all frenz could gif.. its nth artificial.. all cums deep down.. thanks.. i guess in order to b a true frenz... wat lies beneath muz b sincere n true.... nt many could achieve.... i thot my jc frenz could b trusted somehow it was wrong... disappointed... but still.. ya...i love u girls....