Thursday, July 12, 2007

long wordy post!!!

been a gd ger today since i haf stop work...


ytd went back to store... tok to my manager regardin my mama situation n hmm tenderin... but seriously tenderin isnt wat i reallie wan. coz i worked dere for half a yr at least n i got my cashiering $50 allowance. if i were to quit n rejoin. i will gotta fight for my $50 n of coz pass de probation 3 mth.. which is like so torturin. n yes if i stay dere for a yr my pay wld b $7 an hr rather den $6..so ya.. my manager din wan mi to leave too.. so she suggest she gif mi a 2 weeks break to see how de situation is .. n update her upon near to de date n see how lo.. i was so afraid she gg scold mi or ask mi to serve notice before i tender. but she is nice la. n always nice.. she tried to work it out for mi.. n despite mi causin de mystry shopper to fail badly she din reprimand mi. mayb she forgotten abt it at de instance... hee.. n hmm supposed to haf dinner wif bf onli. den he receive a call n i sense danger. yes.. DANGER.. dinner wif his family. i'm so scare i gotta greet them individually before dinner la.. but luckily ytd no nid. not so formal. hahas..phew....

borrow bf's psp.. so can accompany mama for her chemo session today.. hmm apparently i missed it. coz dad say wanna go do some bankin thingy wif mi.. initially it was dad n mama joint account... but in any case yay. so dad withdrew de money n opened another joint account wif mi.. haha he said i'm a "xiao fu po" 小富婆 ..haha well but tat is future $$.. hahas.. den we bought lunch n some mini pau. de smallest pau i ever seen to kk for mama... wait frm 12 plos to 3plus 4... so i played psp to entertain myself lo.. nothin to do liao. cannot stay in accompany her. can onli wait outside... went back hm rot awhile.. n ard 7 plus went to amk hub to get some groceries.. first time in my life choosin tomatoes.. hmm.. i juz hate it la. hahas.. i mean eatin it.. but i muz thank bf for cumin down to accompany mi...

for mama.....
losin hair more den i expected.. each time i look into de bin in her room i felt so terribly sad.. see her hair droppin like nobody busy tat she gotta use a towel to wrap ard such tat de hair wun fly ard in de hse.. she haf been tellin mi.. by end of tis week she wun b bald la.. puttin on her wig n ask mi if it look fake.. my heart seriously dropped n my tear counldnt control.. its a bad yr frm her.. eatin medicine frm start til end.. tis oso wat she told mi.. but oh well.. wat i can tell her is.. eat liao recover den okie le ma rite... u will b fine tat kinda stuff... n ya mama had a lil complaint on aunty's cookin. nt tat its nt nice.. but de fish she's cookin for mama is always de same.. thou we know its a lil troublesome for them to help us cook almost every meal for mama.. so dad was sayin wat mama wanna eat tell him. so can ask aunty to buy.. coz dad got gaf them $$ monthly. if nt dad can go buy n pass to them to cook... no choice neither dad nor i know how to cook.. dad continued. some $$ nid to save den we save.. some nid to spend we gotta spend no point savin nt like we gt no $$... i totally agree.. since mama is sick n she nid better food den y nt.. she's takin birdnest every mornin n nite .. its sometime we nv used to have. but now its a tonic for mama so we shldnt save on tis ar.. mama suggest since i stop workin liao mayb mornin i can go market n do some groceries n she teach mi to cook.. i dun mind to do it for her but de prob is she cant go market wif mi. i dunno how to see whether de food is fresh... neither do dad know. so yay...


ena gg back aust tis sat.. dun b too worried ger... we'll mit up tml n chat okies... i nid de gers support n bf support.. yay

i reallie find it irritatin to ignore someone msg or anything la.. its juz plain rude n no courtesy.. din ur parents teach u on dat?? i guess probably not.. so mayb it means in any case i receive ur msg or anything i can simply ignore.. i tink i got it rite here

yea.. msm same klass wif hui yuan.. hee... got frenz liao.. she thot she gonna b lonely. n i thot so. but apparently we are back to each other accompany again.hee like wat we haf in marketing klass.. hee


...sad sad...