Friday, June 1, 2007

wat a dreadful day.....

hahas.. msg him ytd nite before i slp. tellin him i felt insecure.. n his reply was 'up' lo..

" i tink u r reallie insecure wif mi ba.. hmm i can gif u 100% tat my heart lies wif u.. but can u?.. yes i admit i was bothered by wad my ex msg mi ah wanna share wif u de. i knew tat smth was botherin u ah. but i asked u so many times yet u refuse to share.. so hard to share things btw us ma??well i guess insecure is smth i will definitely work harder to make u feel more secure.."

well.. if u know deres smth botherin mi. den y dun u juz say le... if u wanna share u would haf done so even wifout askin mi la.. i dunno wat to say oso.. met him at amk to work... din tok much. mayb i was tired or mayb i juz dun feel like tokin lo.. i dunno oso.. juz no mood... set alarm at 1130am to wake myself up for work. but i woke up at 10 plus.. zzz..

went to work.. today sign in at 1pm instead of 2 pm.. 1 hr earlier.. meanin i earn extra $6 which oso meanin my legs suffer 1 hr more. haha.. did cashier today.. everything went well.. no error no shortage no excess n no voids. hee..time pass pretty fast.. onli when i gotta do my summary report ..haha i admit i sweat.. hahas edwin ask mi y my expression so terrible.. haha i look at him hopin for some help .hahas... so i decided to smoke my way thru. see tml briefin anything happen den i know liao. hee.. had break wif him.. haha we had mac.. dunno wat to eat so eat mac lo.. haha.. din tok much thou.. but still yar.. chris popped by wif pf.. n she happily pretended to b customers gg to pay $$ la.. i look up i saw pf, she knew she was spotted. hahas.. sis n cousin pop ped by as well.. hahas n cousin-in-law send mi home today.. no nid go public.. hee.. but i missed de chance of goin home wif him.. zzz. nvm lo. bo bian.. haha

mummy is hospitalized.. her leg nt v gd.. i tink is some blood circulation prob. sis told mi nid to go thru some operation. well.. i still nt v sure.. reached home dad aslp liao. hope she is alrite.. mayb tml before work go pay her a visit.. hee.. she gave mi so many task to do.. haha.. i hope i rmb. hee..

my legs are reallie aching.. hahas.. but tink of de $$ n tw trip . i muz endure.. hee workin tml again.. afternoon shift. i sensed i'm standin at junior.... nitemare