times for some updates... been thru ups and downs recently.. its so dramatic la.. i cant believe it either sometimes.. hmm..

ytd.. i set off frm town n my aim is amk.. unfortunately i hit on a expressway in which i gotta u turn back to de last bus stop i saw n took a bus back.. i followed de 132 route journey. all by wat i rmb.. hahas.. i nv got lost.. anyway i wasnt afraid either. coz i got my ezlink n money. so i could easily cab back if i lost my way.. and ya.. i walked like more den half of my journey hm tat when i took a bus it took mi like 10 mins n i reach my hse bus stop..haha i was pretty pro ar.. kinda down la. so decided to sort out my thots durin my long n lonely journey.. hmm.. okies.. de end. coz i dun wanna tok bout ytd anymore. it was juz nt rite.. bad day.. i'm juz down....

today was a much better day la.. thou i gotta sign in at 830 instead of usual 930.. had an early lunch today.. had a chop one n i went to get tis
for him.. wanted to get one sayin "i'm sorry.. i was sorry bout ytd quarrel.. i wasnt understandin at all..hmm.. but i couldnt find it la.. so tis is oso gd enuff i thot.. special boyfriend.. hahas he once got mi a special girlfriend..
on our very first week.. hahas.. den he once told mi.. he will onli gif mi gifts one de first week, first month , first years and den every 10 years , decades n all. hahas.. but luckily it didnt cum true. haha i receive nt many.. but yet quite a few gifts frm him.. hee.. blissful.. i'm contented... n coz of tis pics.. my mmc card got stuck in my com la.. n i tried my v best by takin it out.. so i took out de cover of my com n try all means to get it out.. hahas... i'm like a pro.. i oso got de aid of a torch light n a metal rule.. after much strugglin i got it down.. hee. yea

but time passes pretty fast for mi.. mayb coz i wasnt lookin at my watch til like hmm 6.. hahas.. coz he told mi his cumin to wait for mi at 6.15.. but wait n wait.. see no sign of him.. den ya.. so i knock off work onli at 6.55 liddat la. so shagged... so yup i got myself changed asap den met him outside shop.. he helped mi got my bag frm bugis.. thanks alot dear yea..hee.. n he oso got mi my top list favourite drink frm taka oreo ice blend wif pearl.. de best i ever had.. hahas.. n den off to amk.. we walked home la.. asked him if he wanna mit my sis n bro since i'm mitin them frm dinner downstair my hse. but he said he wasnt ready n will shy. den okie lo.. next time ba.. dun force u.. i tink i can understand de feelin... i often felt tat.. hahas.. alrites. durin dinner, bro asked mi tis question again.. "when u goin to stop workin?? u dun wanna stop workin n stay home accompany mama ??" a very good question tat i'm ponderin about as n when i can... i nid suggestion.. i got my suggestion frm him le.. how bout u girls?? i know its kinda unfilial if continue workin..


to dear : i'm sorry if i let u felt tat u r unimportant to mi. but de truth is u r reallie important to mi la.. each time we quarrel i feel de hurt double up.. i felt more hurt n heart ache each n every time.. n i can tell u i felt more of tis feelin wif u den anyone elses.. even zs.. i tink tis reallie prove u r so so so much important to mi den anyone else...other den my family... i nv had such a feelin again other den de breakup wif him.. u made mi had de feelin again.. de feelin of heartache. n i reallie can feel de ache.. no lie... mayb i dun put it thru my mouth to u.. but i hope u reallie understand.. we gotta minimise de quarrels.. hee.. sorry la.. =) hahas... anything to comments??