Sunday, June 3, 2007

met up wif sis n bro-in-law to visit my mama at ttsh.. hahas.. my sis n bro always late lo GGYH lo mi.. hahas but in return a free meal is fair enuff.. hahas.. visit my mama den my dad came.. he left hm early to the legal to sign some doc regardin de condo.. sellin it over to my uncle.. make losses but bo bian. they are brothers. hahas... den ask de doc bout my mama condition.. hmm blood clog in both legs.. nt v gd.. if nt taken care properly will b life threatening.. so my mama gotta stay in hospital for like at least 4 days.. hmm.. she nid to take some jab tat will haf side effect like bleedin..

left for work.. hmm dreadful once again.. step into store "WAH" i got a shock.. so many ppl la.. i sense danger.. hahas. but i stand at junior once again slack. haha but tis time i nv kip all de toys. i regretted nt doin so.. hahas.. i juz dun reallie like kids.. dunno y oso.. lifen told mi ch popped by. hahas but i nv see him.. mayb i was havin break.. den saw his msg after work tellin mi he popped by.. hmm.. workin tml again. but half mornin.. supposed to haf family dinner after work. but seems like it gotta postpone.. n so i'm free tml.. zzz mayb bring my lappy go ttsh accompany my mama since got free wireless.. wahaha... so jian.. hee

din reallie msg much wif him.. i was workin A shift n him 2-6 at nsq... he was workin when i was havin break... n before work i started my attitude again. tink he sense it.. n reacted back so din msg much. but i initiated my first step. msg him durin break ask him wanna meet mi after work. haha .. den ard 8plus i went in store to check my hp see if he reply.. haha he say okie ar.. so we met up at amk.. waited for him..zzzz.. if he know he gonna meet mi shldnt he plan his time better.. if nt can tell mi dun meet ma.. i okie one ar.. i supposed he read my blog n knew tat i'm down la.. so he gave mi a hug.. tight one.. its juz wat i wanted badly ytd... it was late but nv too late.. so i wasnt angry or moody.. feel so much more relieve wif de hug.. hee.. sometimes words can b left unspoken but nt actions.. juz a tight one n i felt so xin fu...

reflectin back... i tink is mi tat let him feel insecure in de first place dat result in him lettin mi feelin insecure.. hahas i'm so believe in retribution.. hahas.. wat i did to de others i will get it back.. mayb nt double but still gettin it back.. sometimes i thot being open to each other will solve so much more.. but tinkin twice mayb its de other way round.. it brings more trouble... i dunno le... sometimes i juz dun feel de care.. n sometimes i juz felt he is tryin to care.. hmm its juz all de "sometimes"...

EH GIRLS!!! MY COLLEAGUES PASS MI DE TAIWAN MAP LE.. SO WE CAN RECCEE WIF IT FIRST SOMEDAY OKIES??? haha