home n bored!!!

dere's practically nth i can do ... other den sittin infront of de com... plain bored... hahas.. juz den i tink back y did i fall out wif my jc klass peeps.. mayb we juz dun clique sometimes... i seriously cant imagine he came msn mi jux to tell mi he dun wanna see mi in any klass outing as long as he attend.. zzz.. do i look as if i reallie wan to join de klass dat badly?? apparently nt.. i can skip if i wan too...

to ch : i'm sorry... holdin u back for so long....forcing u to join de klass.. i din expect u hated de klass tat badly... n now finally u decided on wat u wan n let mi off ur mind. hahas.. at least we still occassionally chat in msn... situation still nt as bad...

to ryan : i'm sorry... i din know de rejection was so uncleared to u... n now u got it clear.. we drifted apart.. no more chats no more supper no more outings...

to her : i tink u juz simply misuse de trust i had in u....

tinkin back once again. it seems like i'm de cause. n yes i'm de cause.... friendship seems so vulnerable to mi...